2009 is coming to an end already! It has been a rather bad year for me I guess? Okay la, not exactly bad, moderate. Though there are quite a lot of bad memories that I wished never existed, there are happy memories that I keep close to heart too!

This year, I got to know my classmates of 08S63 so much better :) Heart you girls! I think if I were to say that we are a random bunch of girls with absolutely different styles thrown together, no one would disagree. I mean, all our styles are so distinctively different! HAHAHAS. But it is still amazing how we click, how we mahjong, how we fangirl, how we gossip and how we shop :) And an amazing feat that we accomplished is, WE WENT ON AN OVERSEAS TRIP TOGETHER! Not everyone of our girls clique but it's still amazing :) Definitely unforgettable and memorable. HEE!

This year, I got to know my beloved HOUSE COMMITTEE people so much better :) All the going out - KBox and Botak Jones and airport yada yada are mega love. Although I am not close to every single one in house comm, being able to be high and happy around you guys is just so amazing. It's like there are endless topics to talk about and endless gossips to share :) Sad that I wasn't able to make it for the gathering but I'm sure there will be more! Love you guys and I would like Nobody Nobody But YOU to be my fellow 08-09 House Comm :)

This year, there are certain friends whom I drifted apart from. Some Secondary school friends, some JC friends. Sometimes I do wish that I spent more effort in maintaining the friendships between us. But I know that friends do drift apart. But it's not forever :) I will still ring yall up when we are all free and go on dates! It's a promise :)

This year, some friends still remained constant and hold a special place in my heart! It is amazing how we still keep in contact and have so much to say to each other whenever we meet. Magdalene, Mujia, Yanhui, Jeralyn, Tiffany, Wenyi, Celeste :) When I think about friends who remained constant this year, these few names came to mind. It's just so natural to text them when I am feeling unhappy in the middle of the night, or talk to them on MSN randomly. There is no need to specially think of a topic just to talk to these girls :) It's amazing and I want this to continue!!

This year, (just yesterday) I found a friend in you! :) hahahas. And that person is Audrey! HAHAHAS! Totally didn't know that we had so much in similar and totally didn't know that we had so much to talk about. I mean, we were OG mates, we see each other around in school. But everytime I see you, it'll always be the same few topics about dance! But NOW! I know that you are a fangirl and fangirl-ing about the same stuff as me! HEEHEE :) Can't wait to go flea with you on Sunday! Love you, mixed school girl who keeps insisting that girls' school girls corrupted you! HAHAHAHS :)

Lastly, this year, I fell out of love. It didn't hurt as much as expected. No, don't get me wrong. I don't mean that it didn't hurt. It sucked, it hurt really bad. But I thought it would have been much worse. But I guess, sometimes letting go will hurt less than letting the pain drag on yeah? We were both in love with each other. But I guess sometimes, when time passes by, the feeling changes. Not that there is no love, but the love is forced away by a lot of circumstances. Time, change in character and all. It was tough to let go. Memories still do haunt me, even up till this day. (I mean, comeon, it's less than a month. DUH I will still think!) Even up till today, I know that there will always be something tugging at the back of my heart, making me hurt when the memories resurface. Then again, these memories are good and bad. (: Keep the good and throw away the bad. Like I told you before, you will forever be on the list of people who knew me well! Pardon me for not being able to be friends with you for now, cos I know for sure, if I talked to you and all, I wouldn't be able to move on at all :) When we next meet, I hope that we'll be able to smile at each other without feeling so bad anymore. Stay happy and don't get too stressed out about life!


Wow, this year is an eventful year huh. I think so too. I don't know how was 2009 for you, but 2009 is definitely a year that I wanted it to be over badly. Hahahs. Can't wait for the arrival of 2010! New beginning new start!

Now that I am single, I am totally not in a rush to get into another relationship cos I am going to work my ass off at my job(s) so that I can earn enough money to go to Taiwan and Korea in 2010! Totally want to go back to Taiwan NOW NOW NOW. Okay maybe not now, but in summer time :)


Okay, I am going off to eat now! It'll be countdown with Kang Xi later HAHAHAS. Otaku to the max!

眼泪是因为记得，不哭是因为懂得，我们都会幸福的。

Memories of 2009, I'm going to keep yall in a box now. All the hurt and pain, I'm gonna put yall down now. (: New beginning, fresh start! Please let 2010 be an awesome smacking year :)