You know the feeling of being at peace? Like, you are so comfortable with this stage of your life that you don't want to change anything? That's what I am currently feeling right now. Somehow it feels so weird talking about such stuff on this blog. Maybe cos fallenapart.bs.com has always been a place where it's rants and daily updates about my life but it never really contained what I feel inside? Well, I doubt many read this blog now, so doesn't matter, can say what I want to say. HAHAHAS.

I don't know if it's the holiday mood getting into me? Cos I was rushing temporary assignments the week before and all, and now it's like a little short break before I head on to official admin job where I will work a routine of 9 to 5. It feels good, especially these few days. I have been meeting people for lunch, like going down specially just to have lunch with them. And trying to find dates with people that I wanna meet up with for the longest time ever. It feels good. (: And the rest of the time, I just spend it fangirl-ing and doing the things that I like.

Thought about quite a bit of things these few days. It has been the computer and me for majority of the time spent at home. Looking at people's lives (yes, I mean stalking people's blogs) and how they view things have broadened some of my perspectives.

Honestly, 2010 has just started. But it already feels like it is going to be an awesome year for me. Cos at least I think for me, this January, I grew quite a bit. Felt a little more responsible towards my family. Like, I should show more care and concern for my parents. I will date them out now (like how I date my papa to go shop at chinatown but he wasn't free.) And I will be dating my mama out for shopping too! :) I also felt a little more appreciative towards my friends. Like, the things that they do, are becoming more and more precious to me, more and more magnified in my life. And I am really thanking such angels in my life yknow.

I became more at ease with myself now. Think those who know me well should know, I am not really very good at spending time with myself. As in, I have been alone most of the time in my childhood days that it has became like, I became afraid of loneliness? It's kinda like that. But now, I found the joy in spending time alone. Just listening to music and reading a book. That can be one way that I spend my afternoon. Having lunch alone whilst reading a book. Never saw the joy in doing that, but now I see it :) It's a good feeling, really :)

And of course, those who have facebook should know. I have also become a mega big fangirl.

HAHAHAS I totally have awesome friends yeah?

Okay, going off to watch my TV drama now :) Have an awesome weekend darlings! I hope I will have an awesome weekend too! My 200310 dream! MAKE IT COME TRUE BABY! :)