Well.. I never update for a few daes coz got tests mah.. then muz study.. See i so guai ritez? Haha.Let me update now..
Wednesdae ( National Track and Field )
It was like a chao fun dae lol. All the shouting, cheering and stuff but then there were also a few things tat were like siao lol. Cause it rained tat dae then we all got drenched worst of all, my duckie got drenched.. I am so sad. I was totally wet tat dae. All over. Hahaz.We got there like 1 somethin like tat. Then me, su ting, su xin and wenyi rushed to kallang leisure to buy bk.. saw al ot of ppl there. Fiona, Eugenia, Jezabel, Kar mun etc. A lot lah. Then rushed all the way back to the national stadium. Then i sort of like gobbled down my food lol. But tat was like luck lah coz it sort of like rained after tat lol. Cedar team did quite well sia! Woohoo! We rawk but then those chinese high guyz are like chao chao sick can. My fren frm chinese high called and say tat cedar will sure lose to chinese high de. wad crap lol! I am so so irritated,.. Gr.. It rained then all of us like sort of go inside the shelter. I was half way on the stairs when the rain stopped. We went back in. Not long after, it rained again lol. Haiz. this time we all waited for a while in the shelter for the rain to stop b4 returning to the stadium to continue to cheer for cedar!

After the track and field thingy, we went out of the stadium. We wanted to walk out of the stadium but ended up getting lost. Luckily RenLing came to save our lives. She brought us to the mrt station. Hahaz. Lost sheeps..we went bugis to eat.. met sherli and sin hung.. hahaz. so weird.. dotz. then we ate at mos.. Then it was likesu ting and su xin went back home, i went to buy wallet with jeral.. Haha..Oh yah! My blessing! My phone batt did not get wet sia! when all my things got quite wet! Wee.. Thankiee Lord.. Read on..


Woo.. very long never update le worz. dunno lah. nowadays school is chao chao busy and i have not been paying attention. I have been writing letters to su and tiffany. during lessons. todae eva was not feeling very well worz. she said she puked 4 times todae.. poor thin. she looked so pale lol. Haiz. why is everyone falling sick?? Sadx.. I am oso goin to fall sick. I can predict. haiz. I am bored. totally bored. Geography juz simply suck can or is it my teacher? I dunno. My frenz seems to be enjoying this lame subject. Dotz. Kz. I am being totally lame. Now talkin to Huili. Hees. she is funny. Juz now went blog surfing. Time is running out. I need to sleep like real soon coz i actually left my maths book in school. Bleahx. crap!

Tomorrow will be oral exam le worz. die lah. I dun even think i did any revision. Who cares lah. I think i am failing my english 4 sure.. Boohoo.. Later kana kicked out of cedar.. i will be so so sad.. Then tomolo still got band lol. Wad crap! Haiz. But tat song, frenz for life, is like chao nice can. i fell in lurve with tat song sia. woo. Band sounds nice. think recruits are improving. Yeah! Woohoo!

My dear dear shepherd where are u now? how can u abandon ur poor poor sheep? I will pray 4 u but u muz come back soon kz? Coz u are seriously missing out alot. Come back soon. take care. I believe u will hear me. Take care peepz. tataz..





Todae, poned band.. coz doctor say i got gastric flu! Speaking of it, i haven eat my medicine yet! OopZ! Never mind. Shall eat later. then jeRaL came to my house to fetch me. Gees.. Then my papa helped her top up her account ya kno.. then now she got 50 free sms.. so good ritex? *inez is jealous* nah.. juz kidding.. Then went to meet lack and samantha.. Then we go and eat. Lack look quite funny. dOtZ.. The food we ate was erm.. quite horrible lah. Then we rushed up to the center stage there. coz we were almost late.. The singing was quite nice lol..

Then..... i accepted christ. Well parents are against it so i dun plan to tell them first lol. But how? How am i goin to attend church services? I am praying really hard tat god will help to soften their hearts and accept me for who i am. *prays* i am now thinkin of wad to do next sat.. I dunno.. Wait till the time comes.. Got ta go le.. Takie carre..

Weee... todae i am like chao siaox can... i oso dunno y lah! Juz siaox, crazy and everythin.. I am not feeling down anymore. I suddenly realise.. Wad 4 get sad or angry over this kinda of person.. When u are sad, u have to spend a day.. When u r sadx, u oso have to spend a dae. I therefore choose to spend my dae happily. Coz i realise, life is really fragile after watchin "a child's hope" U can never predict wad may happen to u. So i would choose to make full use of my dae. The greatest joy on earth is to make someone who is feelin down smile. that is the best part. I am not blaming any1 for my emotions coz i realise me and onli me can control my emotions. i shall no longer be weak. i shall be strong.

Thursdae we are goin to sell food le worx.. ping pong wil be helpin me make. Actually wanted to make myself but tomolo got band.. no time to prepare.. Maybe go ping hui's house after band bah.. See 1st lol.. U all better support 1/o kz.. Carmen, muz support us hor.. I expect to see u there.. Fiona, u oso. and pull ur frenz to support us.. Bleahx *sticks tongue*Kz.. gotta go le.. take care ppl!

Heyys.. now i am in school worz.. very long never come com lab le. missed it so much! Wee.. i am back.juz now when i came into é com lab, i saw thém lolz.pig head lah! wad crap. Y am i 4ever bumping into them? carn they juz get out of my life? they are juz so irritating..fine! I am mad le! I dunno wad to say, dunno wad to feel.. dunno wad to do. think of the past, think of the present, think of the future. Has the past changed the present u? will the present u change the future u? think of who and wad changed u.. have u changed for the better for that person or incident.. *wonders* wad will happen in the future? no one can tell but i can tell u tat at this point of time, i am hating my life becoz it is screwed up...kz.. enough of my crap. i need the beach.. i need to scream. i need someone to talk to.. kz. i shall say no more.. take care ppl. buaiz..

todae i had tuition worz.. Talked alot to my frenz.. they managed to make me smile.i realised i have not been smiling much these few daes.i am still very affected over alot of things.some things are juz meant to be.but i juz dun accept it.i dunno y.i cannot face the world.i am too weak to face the world.i dunno y.that incident has really affected me.i cried juz now.dunno 4 wad reason.i juz seriously broke down.maybe becoz of tat.maybe becoz of my screwed life.i seriously screwed my life up.i need someone to talk to.things have changed.frens are no longer frenz.i feel so empty inside.i dunno wad should i feel.sad?anger?happiness?or wad?i really do not kno.can someone tell me the answer?this world is really changing.every1 is changin into a different person.am i changin too?i dunno.i am confused about the life i am living now.it suckz.i kno it suckz.can u all juz get out of my life?i tot u all did but after fri,i realise u all were still here.can u all juz leave me alone?i dun want to interfere in ur problems.y am i the one who is suffering while u all seem so emotionless?ur problems are not mine.juz take away ur problems and get out of my life.my life is screwed enough.i dun need u all to screw it up somemore.........................................

OKies to todae! Wee...
Saturdae..
Todae we had band worz.. So cool lol. We got another march.. Honor band lolz. I cannot play.. Boohoo! I dun wanna play 1st horn lolz. So high.. Cannot reach ah.. Or rather cannot keep the beat lolz. Gr.. So sick. I am feelin so stressed. I am not enjoying band like i used to last time. I want everything to go back to the beginning of school. When i did not know so many ppl who are so scheming and did not feel the stress of the band.. *heartbreaks* Where are there so many sick ppl ard? I am feelin so sick!

Kz.. then todae went out with Jeralyn, Lydia and Wanning worx.. Went to cine.. Actually wanted to watch 'mean gurls' But then hor.no tix le.. sadx.. so we went to pastamania to eat.. We all eat spagetti worz.. Nice. Yummy.. Then spent like almost 2 hrs ++ at the neo shop.. Took 2 times with lydia, 1 time with jeral, 1 time with wanning and 1 time grp.. So nice lolz. Heehee. =P After tat, jeral was like late le lol.. So we all rush down to the mrt station. I went with wanning. She left her file and her photos with me lolz. Hahaz. Then mondae i am supposed to pass to her.. She is so sotong.. Heehee..

Then after tat came back home and i actually slept from 5++ until like 10++ in the night lolz. i am like so "proud" of myself. then wake up le. Go chinatown with papa and mama.. Hahaz. Went there to eat and see see. Ate fried ice cream kz! Chao nice! Then went to get myself drawn.. Sounds weird.. But the person draw until very like me lolz! especially my eyes! Woohoo! I am gonna put it under my table cover worz. Then can everytime look look. Haha.. i am self-obsessed.. Kz.. Tat is all for my dae.. Hope u all have a good dae worz..

Very long never update le.. Shall update all at once. Sit tight and enjoy my entry...
Fridae....
boohoo! this dae is the worst dae of my life lolz.. It is like so chao suai can! gr... met some peeps in the toilet! so angry.. pissed. totally pissed.. it is like chao sickenin.. i am not very sure if blog is still safe so shall not say anything about the details but u all will get to know somehow..gr... i am still pissed until now.. omg.. aherm is so sick! EEEEEWWWWWW! *Inez is grossed out* Shall change the topic..
Stayed in school with eva and tiffany and jeralyn..I am actually supposed to go back pri school 1 but then did not.. regretted it so much can.. If i went back, nothin would have happened.. Haiz. Then went to do homework with them lolz. Haha.. So hardworkin.. Bleahx! Dunno lolz.. Now i am getting so sick of staying in school especially after tat incident.. I hate it when ppl dun talk in front of me, face to face. Sick! Okies.. Shall go on to sat b4 i go on crappin and crappin..and getting more and more pissed..

Booboo! Todae i am so chao guai can.. I came back rite after school. Dunno wad is the reason oso. Nowadays i juz dun feel like staying back in school. I am sick of the school le. Hahaz.. Tomorrow will be goin to the wadever museum lolz. sianz. I wanna go discovery centre. At least it is much better than the boring old museum rite? then todae get a new english teacher. I think her name was mrs lam bah.. then it is like she talk ah,so damn soft can. cannot even hear wad she is talkin ah.. then she said tat we children should not read books on witchcraft eg. Harry Potter. Coz the motive of the author is to captivate u with witchcraft. La la la.. Wadever lolz. No offence but she look like a witch to me lah. Serious.. Hahaz.. Never mind.. Then todae had jogging. Yesterday my leg haven recover yet then todae got jogging le. Wad crap.. Crap crap crap!But my stamina improved lahz. Tat is a good thing.. =P gotta do geo research le.. take care ppl..

Wee..... I went ice skating todae ya kno! It was chao damn nice can. i did not cut my fingers lahz. But then it was kinda freaky coz i fell twice.. Once is coz of Jeral.. Wanted to save her but then ended up I fell.. Boohoo.. But i did not cut myself or anythin like tat lahz..Hahaz. I did not fall so much coz i used the handlebar mah.. but now i know how to ice skate a little bit le lah.. Weeee... *inez is ice skating* there are some ppl who are chao chao pro can.. boohoo. *inez is jealous*

then headed down to bugis.. Cherr, Jeral and Zhiyun went to take neo.. Me and su did not lolz. Coz first, no $.. Second, dun feel like.. Then mummy came down to meet us.. So nice of her. LUrve her so much! Then went with mummy and su to 77th street.. I bought a new necklace. It is with a transparent heart 1 lolz. I love it can! It is $6.90. Then went back to find cherr and jeral. Then we went mac.. Then mummy treated me lolz. So sweet of her ritez? Haha.. Then went home le lol..

Now i am like rushin the geo project lolz. Wad the heck lah. i dun get a thing tat ms wan is talkin about.. Like wad Carmen said, 90% unrelated..Kz.. I got to go le.. Take care ppl.. Muack! Love all of u..

Boo! Heehe.. Todae I went to the SYF opening which is like chao chao chao cool can. woohoo.. we went there chao early can. Go there to stone and sun burn. hahaz. It is like we reach there ard like 1 pm or somethin and it started sometime ard 5 i think. 4 hrs of waiting. We wait until hair grow white le lah. Hahaz. It stareted with the choir singin lolz. We sort of actively participated in the songs by standin up.. Then it drizzled a little lolz. I opened umbrella but closed it in the end coz the rain was quite small. And it finally stopped. Then is the uniform groups lolz. They are really chao cool especially the ncc galz. Chao neat can. But quite a no. of ppl fainted during the march. I think coz of the heat wave bah. So poor thin.. And I saw my pri sch fren! Wee.. chao cool can!

finally is the military band! Woohoo! Band rocks can! Then they hold the french horn is like 180 degrees 1 lolz. Chao cool! Wee... K. The results is...... Best display band: Tanjong Katong Sec Sch.. Best drum major: Deyi Sec Sch. Tg Katong 1 is like chao cool lolz! *claps hands* They rawkz can. But Cedar band rawkz more. Heehee..After tat can go home le lolz.. So early but then got traffic jam.. Heehee

then it is like we all band and red cross sit in the same bus i think. Then some WSSS sch waved to us and we waved back. Frm then on we become siao. There is this bunch of galz in WSSS were so enthu can. Then there is this pevertic guy grined at us and all of us puked. Hahaz. By the way, wad is the WSSS sch ah?? Never heard of it. Anyone heard of it?? Then the compassvale sec is so dao lol. Never wave back 1.. Then finally reach school and went 4 dinner.. ate like jap food + satay. Weird combination.. Then now I am home. Safe and sound. Goin jogging with mama tomolo. Wonder if i can wake up.. Heehee..

Boohoo! Todae we had like PE, Lit, Jogging.. Then PE we jogged 4 like 800m and i completed it in 4 min 30sec.. Not very proud of it though coz after tat i sure cannot continue runnin 1.. Haiz.. I suck at runnin.. Then it is like after tat still got joggin. I was like chao sick and wanted to puke can. chao chao tired.. wonder how i am gonna cope with the cross country. Hope i am sick but then i dun think so lolz. Where got so qiao 1.. Haiz. I think i will faint halfway then carmen say very maluating. Hahaz. I dun care. As long as i can avoid running. I dunno. But 99.999% is tat i have to run lolz. SO too bad..

Todae I came home early with marliyana but then i did not study lolz. coz it is like i was chao chao tired so juz sleep.. *snores* speaking so sleepin, i am feelin tired again. Never mind. todae after school i onli kno i went totally crazy in class. Haha. Need to be siao to destress. Heehee. wad a crazy way to destress. Jeral and Cheryl they all stay back lolz. But i did not. So guai.. but ended up asleep. Ha..

Todae.....
I am like supposed to update this earlier but then my com keep on hangin lolz. Wad crap. So sick rite.. Then i am now like borrowin my frenz com lolz. Then she oso need to do her hw so i need to type this short and sweet which i dun think tat the entry will be.. Hahaz. Todae have alot of classes tat is like quite boring. It is like ppl say annie gay not good but then i think she is quite funny lolz. She is like chao crappy oso lol. Like Jennifer. Hahaz. Well, she doesn read my blog so never mind. Shh... Dunno lahz. Onli 3rd dae knoin her lolz. Hahaz. Then todae it is like all the teachers chao punctual lolz. then cannot go for breaks. Todae is a chao chao borin day! Ahz! Stupid! But now the teachers abit better le lah. Might be goin ice skating on mondae. haven decide yet.. See 1st.. Kz. Need to go le. Take caree ppl! Muackz! Love everyone!

Heyys! My blog has been dead for very long... Coz now new teachers then give chao many homework can.. Haiz.. Life in Cedar is sick!
Yesterdae.....
Well, yesterdae had band! Played the "Hey Jude".. It sound kinda familiar ya kno.. Wonder wad song it is.. Then sir asked us to tune instrument. My note was in 20 cent le lol.. then he want the perfect intonation. Wad crap lolz! Haiz.. Got the new song tat we are playin for SYF next year. the notes are like chao high lah! Got reach until High A 1 lahz! Wah lao! Not fair! Humph! I am like onli reachin G lolz. And already got difficulty le then ask me play A siao ah! sick! Sir is sick! And i realised somethin.. He is like chao impatient nowadaes lah. Play a song rite then get chao irritated.. Haiz.. Then i borrowed back my instrument ya kno.. Love my french horn sia although it is like chao heavy. Had difficulty carryin it but then papa came to fetch me.. Lurve him sia.. Woohoo.. then lydia and Jeral got to walk home.. haha.... Todae one is in next entry.. Cheese..