umm. i dont know what to say.
after looking at what's happening ard,
i still believe in my stand.

manage to catch up with ppl these few days.
like tiffany wong la.
lydia liao.
and flichu.

ppl whom i rly rly missed alot.
and did not spend enough time with.
but now i'm learning how to appreciate.
and cherish. ((:

i hate thunders. they make me scream and cry.
i hate dogs. they make me do the same.
i hate 'irritating' ppl. they expose my silliEST moments.


just three words : get over it.

pfft. i'm tramatised.
ppl in band should know why.
)))): i ranted at everyone possible.


i'm feeling drained out.
both mentally and physically.
and it's only tuesday.
sighs-


finally got to sit down and talk to manyu.
i missed her badly. )))):
great time today though. LOVE.


LYDIA LIAO. WHERE'RE YOU?
i miss you too la.
stupidly sick person. GET WELL SOON.


is my painkiller working for you?
i need them myself too.


i still have many things that i dont understand.
and i dont wna say it here.
I NEED RANTING BK.
okays. nevermind.

PIG'S HERE.

I NEED MY FAVE SINGER ):
he so rocks pls pls pls =D

agree, i dont careeee.

i just dont understand.
as in rly dont understand.


not that i exactly wna understand.


yes, i know i'm not making sense.
but who cares right.
ummm. as long as i understand it myself.




i'l sing to You Lord,
a hymn of love,
for Your faithfulness to me.
i'm carried in everlasting arms,
You'l never let me go,
through it all.


oh yes, just something to mention.
i dont like liars. umm.

HELLO


alien invading again
im not her pig which is tanwenqi


MUAHAH.
GUESS WHO I AM x)


i need to sing pleaseee
i need to keep on praising God la
ohgosh
i bet the owner of this blog toooo wants to do the same heee


uhhh inezlau has a squirmy stomach now
i dont know what to do
how how how
roarrr


here i am to worship
here i am to bow down
here i am to say that you're my god
you're altgt worthy
altgt lovely
altgt wonderful to me


God so rocks


inezlau silly one i miss you la
although i alr seen you todays
)=


rarrrrrr
so much for being happy

I'M IN LOVE !!!


TANWENQI'S IN LOVE TOO !!!


but we are not in love with each other.
we're in love with the same person.
so therefore, TANSIEWBOON IS IN LOVE TOO.
and peiting and yong en and lily toooo !
see, we're ALL in LOVE. ((:


i dont like it when gossips go around.
tskful. some ppl should know what i mean.
i cant be bothered to elaborate.




every day with You Lord,
is sweeter than the day before.
every day with You Lord,
is sweeter than the day before.
every morning i will worship.
every evening i'l adore.
cause every day with You,
is sweeter than the day before. =DDDD


love of my life.
all the space in my heart has been taken up.
NO MORE EMPTINESS. (((((:

yawns-
i'm tired.


slept from the time i came home (5pm)
till the time i came online (10pm)
which is like FIVE HRS of nap.


how piggified can i get?
ohwells. SOMEONE called me a pig.
what can you expect out of one right?




my eyes are itching.
wonder if it was cause i saw ppl i din wna see? x(






i need light in my life.


that was just a random thought.

okays.
i dont know what to say.


i need mr sun.
can you pls hurry come out?


i dont wna the stars or the moon.
they dont work for me.




我已经不明白了。
what's going on?
nevermind. perhaps to you,
i dont need to know.

umm.
i've got an ailen and another PIG invading my blog.
tskful.




i'm feeling lethargic.
dont know why. just feeling lethargic.
yawns-
i dont even intend to study for physics pls.
i mean, ya. i cant be bothered.


and i sense an arrival of a sore throat.
))))):
okays, shall go drink TONS of water then.




DONT put words into my mouth.
i dont like it.
DONT distort the facts.
cause they were never meant to be like that.
stop attracting all the attention you fugly bitch.
GO AWAY.
i can make my OWN decisions.
pls stop putting your own thinking onto others thank you.
DISGUSTING double infinity A battery pls.
KNS.


ohwells. chill it inezlau.
that kind of ppl is not worth it.
YAH. NOT worth a SPECK of attention.


all in all,
i love MY ALIEN and MY PIG. =DDD
thanks for being there to hear my RANTS. ((:

eh who is that alien person.
oh wells.


inezlau, my ZUI AI ! =DD


this pig is lazy.
this pig is yet so adorable.
this pig is silly.
this pig is accident-prone.
this pig is a PIG, eat and eat.
this pig refuses to listen to me when she's sick. ):
this pig eats everything even when she is not allowed to cos she is sick.
this pig is still loved by me.
this pig hears my rants.
this pig pampers me and i pamper her too la.
this pig shares my weight.
this pig is there for me, just like i am for you!
and lastly, this pig will say she's a dog and not a pig.
HAHAH. (:


i love you so much you silly tootie.


anyways,
inezlau has the ability to make decisions on her own.
i dont need to make any for her.
so she will do what she wanna do, and what she dont want to do.
some ppl dont get it. -scowls.


anyways, i love you loads la zui ai.
i gtg now ! GOOODBYES.


toooodles.
MUCHLOVEDD (:

RAWRRRS !


tis is nt inezlau.
tis is an unknown alien invading her blog.
she's not here to know.


ANYWAYS.
TIS PERSON IS ANGRYY !


you know,
some ppl shld make clear their facts BEFORE ACCUSING PPL.
that person shuld go make out wif a tree.
WATEVER LARH LOSER.


grrrrrARRRh.
dont trod on my toes.
I'L MAKE SURE YOU ARE FED TO THE PIRANHAS.
$U#%^#(%*%#)^*)()@# !


oh, tis is not wenqi either okay.
and please stop thinking inezlau is togt with her too.
they are not.
INEZLAU IS MINE.
MWAHAH.


this alien LOVES inez.

pfft.
i dont mind being sick.
i just dont feel like going back to school la.


hiaks.
ohwells. at least life aint THAT boring.
=DD some irritating person brightened it up la.
althought irritating but NICE la.
NICE and FRIENDLY, KIND and COMPASSIONATE.
umm. why does that sound so familiar?
SUZANNE SEAH! it's YOUR phrase la.


i love that irritating person who came to visit me today.
=DD muchLOVE.
but pls dont be too irritating. (:

some irritating person is messing up my hair.
RAHH.
and she presumes that she's the nicest person ard.
cause she comes and visit me.
tsktsk.
i asked her to go home.
I DID.
just that she din listen.
now she's like blocking my view.
lalalas. God shall be my eyes. (:


ROARRRRS.
THAT INEZLAU LIED.
I WAS NICE TO VISIT HER KAY.
))):
YOU SEE SHE BULLY ME.
IM SO NICE AND SHE HAS TO DO THIS TO ME.
AND SHE REFUSES TO EAT HER MEDICINE
TILL NOW DEN EAT
ROARS.
AND SHE SPILLED ALL HER WATER ON ME.
WOW.
im not happy):

manyu, your kuanling is here.
((: i miss you la.


i miss my ZUI AI.
i miss my manyu.
i miss my boss.
i miss my CAL.
i miss adelinekoh.
i miss limpinghui.
i miss linwenyi.
i miss gohyanhui.
i miss jiangmujia.
i miss my RUM!
i miss so many people. )):
most importantly, i miss DADDY.




rum rum rum.
can we catch up someday?


no one would see what's hidden behind this blog.
this facade of mine.

sometimes i wonder what love is all about.
umm. love in the adults world is so complex.
too complex for me.
i dont want to grow up.




too much on me for this week.


i need a break.


bye for now ppl.

went tanning without the sun today.
the sun just simply refuses to come out.


): but ohwells. great fun.
laughter laughter and SMILES. =DD




i love my BOSS.
i love my MANYU.
and the one i love most, my ZUI AI.
people that made me BEAM for the day.
LOVE.

i'm tired.
keeping quiet is fun.
i realise.
so yea, -silence-

face to face.
and a thousand miles apart.


how true is that.
we're so close.
and yet the distance between us?
so great.




ohwells. i'm HAPPILY MARRIED. (:
i love my husband.
such a great cook.
such a loving husband.
someone who will always be there.
someone who will hold me in his embrace,
and never let me go. =DD
i feel LOVED.


my phone is going cranky these few days.
it's not receiving the msges it's supposed to receive.
i like receive the msg one hour late.


sorry for not being there.
i want to listen to your rants.
i'l make time to listen to your smallest rant.
因为你是我最重视的人。

i've been on a swing these few days.
and irritated many people.
i know it.




i hate it when everything just comes crashing down.
free flow of tears for today.
anyone care for a drink?


can i please go back to baby times?
when everything would be alright after a bawl.
dont think it's rly possible right?




nevermind.
i dont expect anyone to know or understand.

EYECANDY. (:
makes me beam from ear to ear pls.
only reason to make me high.


of course there are ppl ard to make me high too.
but eyecandy makes me high faster. =DD




went to eat my fill at pizza hut today.
lugged home MANY books.
rly many. heavy la. ):


i realised.
it's easy to smile.
but with meaning?
hrmmm.


ONE WEEK WITHOUT EYECANDY. ):

sometimes it occured to me,
will i just become another face in the crowd?
to anyone.
i'm just a nobody.
i hate it when i've to control my tears.
it's just hurting so bad.


and i dont know whye.
so dont ask me whye.




head hurts.
heart hurts.
RAHH.


i need my pillow and ranting bk.


zui ai, thanks for being there.
you helped. rly. iloveyou.


IT'S GOOD TO SEE SPECIAL ONE SMILE. (:
I LOVE MY SPECIAL-EST ONE.

I'M BACK PEOPLE !!
did yall miss me?
HAHAS. i actually survived oac.
and i actually found it fun.
(except those times of irritation)


high elements was good. :D
i completed a bridge too far.
LALALS. sense of accomplishment.


lost cards in amazing race.
but ohwells, my lovely class sang cannibal king.
to cheer me up. (:
and instructors, thanks for the note. (:




CAMPFIRE !
we werent so high i guess.
but yea. still had loads of fun.
derived from our impromptu skit.
:D maybe 3/o'06 aint as good as 2/o'05.
but we'll make me MORE FUN. (:


ADORABLY ADORABLE. (:
-beams from ear to ear.




TANWENQI !
i missed you. i did. nods-
in the camp:
i had fun.
i felt tired.
i did roll my eyes.
i did moodswinged.
i whined.
i aint okay on day five.
and last of all, I MISSED YOU.

no one is here to comfort me when im feeling really pissed off. ):


i miss inezlau.
my heart hurts lah.
dont know what to say alr. ):


WLD YOU COME BACK SOOOOON.

its not inezlau here.
it cant be.
inez lau is in camp.


darling-
im wondering non-stop.
what are you doing now.
do you know tanwenqi misses you alot.
till she's on the verge of tears.
i miss you is so commonly used.
i dont know what to say.


what are you doing now?
are you happy?
are you tired?
are you having fun?
did you roll your eyes?
did you moodswing?
are you whining?
are you OKAY?


THE DISTANCE IS HUGE ):
and unbearable.


OUCH):