yeahhs.

i am not at home.

whees.hehh hehh.

i am at laopo's house.

tired leii.

bud not planning to sleep tonight.

-girly talk.

-winks.

hehh hehh.

today had band.

not too bad lah.

budd the comments given by her was.

ermm.insulting?

nevermind.

shh.

---

went 'home' with laopo.

changed into home clothes.

and went movieing.

and a little shopping.

hehh.i love my laopo.

she cheers me up by buying things for me.

(: hehh hehh.

went down to suntec to find people.

whees.

walked around and laughed with laopo.

and waited for people to knock off.

i love my darr.

she loves me too.

(:

we shall go beach-ing someday.

and we can talk.

and you better tell me things that i dont know.

bahhs.

(:

baby yes i love you.

never wanna let you go.

hrmms.

just something to rant about.

talk about having originality?

look whos lacking.

hehh.

some people will know whadd i mean.

-winks.

whees.

i am missing a certain someone.

i am loving a certain someone.

i want a certain someone to be with me.

whees.

iloveyou.

imissyou.

iwantyou.

tsk tsk.

let's get our eyes rolling.

hahahahas.

whees.drills.

i liked drills.i still do.

budd it would have to depend.

on who is giving commands.

-winks.

hehh.hehh.

inezlau is a mean girl.

---

went to meet laopo for breakfast.

she predict i would be late.

like hello.

who is the late one?

hahahs.

and we met hu yilan.

and decided to peii her and wait for meii.

hahhas.went mos.

sit down and freeze to death.

talk.talk.talk.

---

everything will be alrights girl.

dont think too much kaes.

glad that you called today.

din get to talk much.

budd still we talked.

(: smile my pretty girl.

iloveyou.(:

---

band.

blehhs.okay lah.

it wasnt that badd.

budd still bad.

kinda regretted not listening to darr.

-pouts.-sulks.

nevermind.

balloons was okay.

hehh.hehh.

pig trotters ehh.

rice dumplings.

sulynn knows them now.

-winks.

whees.

---

went to tauhuay shop.

haii.

some people never change.

darr.i dont like fB.

bahhs.

shall not ruin my night.

by talking about it.

bad day.

budd my night is turning out fine.

cause of someone.

psst.someone is called.

iloveyou.imissyou.iwantyou.

(:

things are sorted out.

i hope lah.

hope things will just stay the way it is.

and not turn for the worse.

home alone for the first part of day.

then went to sinseh.

ask me not to drink too much cold water.

blehhs.monday have pt lah.

how?

-shruggs.

hehh.met laopo at tp today.

went shopping at popular.

was laughing at her.

and i met her parents.

she met mine too.

hahahas.i am staying over.

at her house on tuesday.

then go band together on wed.

hope can wake up though.

---

ilove my darr.

she loves me.

we are both silly.

silly darr loves silly dear.

let's be silly together.

dont try to deny that you are silly darr.

(x

homealone.

once again.

i have my shadow to be my company.

ilovehatemylife.

i used to love it.

i used to think nothing will ever be wrong.

i guess God gives everyone a test.

it's just a matter of time.

mine has just came.rights.

today was endless of huggs.

given.and.taken.

---

everything is okay girl.

i understand how you felt.

tired of always being the one.

thanks for peiing me for lunch.

appreciated! (:

and all the probing.

making me say everything.

it helped. (:

---

thanks for coming down to find me.

even though you are going out.

and smsing me to ask if i was alrights.

thanks darr.

iloveyou.imissyou.

---

thanks for that sms.

and the hugs you gave me.

thanks for showing that you cared.

you will always be my gerger.

i will always be your boiiboii.

smile.baby.smile.

-winks.

---

thanks for the endless hugs.

you always give me when i am sad.

cheered me up loads.

i want to go back to last time.

when both of us were real close.

iloveyoutoo.(:

---

tired of always being the one.

yesterday was having fever.

and i managed to stay awake to write.

something.

seems like it din help huh.

whyye those that i expect to know.

dont know.

those that i expect not to know.

understands?

maybe it is just me.

me being oversensitive.

me being unreasonable.

me being irritating.

it's all my fault.

no more tears.

crynomore.

# forgotten promiises ;;

okays.

today was worse than yesterday.

i snip off my fringe.

happy now?

erg.head hurts so badly.

i dont know whyye.

everything is so wrong at the wrong time.

sorry i scared people today.

in class.

sorry people.

was just swinging and there i go.

everything just came crashing down.

budd pat stopped my tears.

i love my rum to bits.

she cheered me up.

---

darr.dont be low.

dont stress yourself out okay.

smile the way you asked me to.

i 'll be here for you to rant at.

(: smile girl.

---

bahhs.

today was just moodswinging.

the whole day.

i mean it.

even during sports challenge.

wasnt really the real inezlau.

was just sitting back and doing nothing.

bahhs.

---

had a talk with my meimei.

at 2s bench.

was totally turned off my people.

like whaddever lahhs.

sorry meii.

wasnt really able to peii you the whole day.

had sports challenge.

sorry.

---

band.new conductors.

they were okay.

budd i still prefer our old days.

budd i smiled during band kaes.

i did.

(: -beams.

although i did sulk at the beginning.

hees.

after band we had date again.

hahahs.

me and darr went somewhere first.

when go back find them.

meii.everything will be alrights.

i promiise.

i will be there for you.

remember our song?

(: -smileswidely.

---

laughed and talked at macs.

rather funny.

and ranted with darr.

about the dead and the childish.

thanks for listening darr.

and erzi.thanks for asking me to chill.

hope you were feeling alrights today.

(: -winks.smile together kaes?

laopo too.thanks for listening.

to me rant non-stop.

and not complaining.

whees.loveus so much.

-beams.

twees.

i am melting under the sweetness.

of my darr.

hahas.

i still love my laopo.

my dearest laopo.

budd she doesnt love me.

bahhs.she got her dear lerrhs.

my erzi.i love her.

budd she loves her darling.

my happy lil bung.

my dar!i love her.

and she loves me.

we are one happy couple.

*agrees? (:

---

today is holiday.

bahhs.

stayed at home to rot.

and watch tv.

yawns.say i am a pig.

i woke up at 2 today.

sheesh.i din want to wake up.

my bedd is so nice and comfy.

so shuang.(:

yesyes.i missed my darr.

i missed my laopo.

i missed my happy lil bung.

i missed you peeps.

(:

today is fun.

twees.slacking day.

went beach-ing today.

ahahhs.

took photos.

joey has my dao face in her camera.

(:

hahas.and.

joey chan made me wait for her.

for ONE HOUR.

hahas.the highest record cann.

budd i am willing to wait.

cause she is my dearest darr.

(: whees.

she is sweet to me too.

gave me mango to eat.

and i kop her choc too.

---

went to meet wenn and llaopo.

went up to darr's house to slack.

whees.

double date.

me.darr.

wenn.lydia.

hahahs.funny.

watched idoido.

and casper.

hahahs.very long never watch shows.

hadd fun time laughing.

and snuggling with people.

hahas.

and we started gossiping.

shh.hahahs.read things.

and get turned off.

whees.(:

---

went home with wenn.

took the same bus to potong.

smile dude.

i want my happy lil bung to be back kaes.

i know you will be okay.

one day.and i will be waiting.

waiting for you to smile like you did before.

(:

oh yes.i love my darr the most.

and i love erzi and laopo too.

complicated relationships hurrhs.

hahahs.

i like darr's place.

except her ginger.):

bahhs.keep on jumping on me.

and making me and wenn de shirt covered with fur.

bahhhs.

hahas.threeblacksonewhite.

(:

happyhappyday.

shouldnt have gone school today.

totally bored in class.

was smsing my darr all the way.

budd the day was still bearable.

with the tauhuay date.

and everything else.

i love my darr.

and she loves me.

i love my erzi.

and she loves me.

i love my llaopo.

and she loves me.

(:

i dont want people to be unhappy.

i want them to cheer up.

me.wenn.joey.

the mcwings and tauhuay partners.

---

i dont understand.

dont understand myself.

dont understand others.

maybe.

maybe living in your own wurll is better.

*shruggs.

i suddenly dont want to go for band.

sir is gone.

the feeling is gone.

have been refusing to admit it.

people are contradicting.

i dont want to hear anymore.

everyone is just telling lies.

lies.lies.lies.

i am sick of it.

sick of hearing things.

that contradict each other.

erg.sick.

nothing would ever be the same.

rahh.i am pissed.

irritated.

---

went out with jerallyn today.

we were just sitting down at mrt stations.

staring at each other.

talking.watching trains pass by.

i dont know how my meii is feeling.

i dont know how to help.

erg.kor is feeling useless.

bahhs.i dont know.

dont ask me.

she came to my house.

and used the comp.

while i was happily sleeping away.

sleeping rawks.

i sleep away all my troubles.

dear became my victim again.

i ranted at her.

sorry dear for making you stuck in the middle.

budd i really wasnt in a good mood.

hope you are alrights kaes.

(:

my darling is so ke aii.

hahas.*huggs.

we will smile together darr.

-beams.

love my darr to bits and pieces.

(: whees.

rahhs.

i am pissed.

people in band should know.

i was ranting non stop.

was ranting at jerallyn.

mans.

i seriously hate old people so much.

whees.

shall not mention names.

(:*

budd today was totally fun.

with all the balloons around me.

whees.

twisting balloons.

thank God that my balloons din burst.

whees.hahahas.

although i din really do well for my exams.

budd i think i deserved it.

God gives you whadd you need.

not want.

i am closer to Him now.

much closer.

(:*after going out with pat.

---

many things happening around.

haii.

everything is so wrong.

everyone seemed emotionally unstable.

i dont know.

it is just stressful.

tauhuaykia.

dont be sadd anymore.

silly junior will cheer you up kaes.

(:*

when emotions start flowing back.

you cant stop them.

esp when you see memories replaying.

tears is the only way out.

i dont know.

i dont want to know.

hahas.

i find people so hilarious.

want to tag also dont want to put name.

why?so ashamed of your name ah?

or you scared people know who you are?

SYF is over.

read the word OVER.

i dont give a damn whadd you think.

just get out of my life lah.

i shall not get pissed with a person.

who is ashamed of his/her name.

---

home alone again.

dont want to go school.

again.

budd i eating tauhuay on wed.

with tauhuaykia.

(:*

whees.

we are going on a tauhuay date.

yaju.yes i know you.

a person with a dao face.

hahahas.okay.

and always with wenqi.

---

i shall go sleep now.

sleeping rocks.

sleep my time away.

(:*

yawns.

spending the whole day at home.

actually staying home is fun.

i am just writing letters.

to people whom i have drifted away from.

(:*

smileys.

papaya arh.

how come you so stupid de.

stand up also can bump your head.

i am not much better.

>.<

two gong kias so happy together.

hahahas.

i will bring knife on monday.

and crave out a smile on your face.

i will prepare tissue too.

to wipe away all the papaya juice.

---

everyone will miss him.

everyone will think of him.

when we play those songs again.

he is part of our memories.

he will always be.

we will smile for him.

we will practise for him.

we will get the gold for him.

(:*

i love sir.