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Friday, February 29, 2008






As you can see, Joel tore his pants while dancing.
Cheryl is sucha pleased baby beside me (:
We had qualitative analysis experiment today.
Leap Years date out!
Look at our amazing sitting arrangement.

It's 2902 today. What a rare day to come by (: Once in four years. I watched The Leap Years today. A love that came by on a 29th February. Ever since they met, for four years, she didn't have any news about him, no sms-es, no emails, no telephone calls. That didn't make a sound. The reminder of the promise that was shared between them, that made a sound. A loud silence.

What feeling sustained a relationship for twelve years, with only meetings once every four years? What kept the faith going that he was going to be back? All these questions seem impossible to answer in the modern world context.

They said, choose someone who you can live with. But I chose the latter, choosing someone I cannot live without.

The movie today got me thinking ever since the middle of the movie. It's been long since I sat down and sank into deep thoughts of my own, blocking out all the noises of this world. Perhaps life has just been too busy, too busy for me to stop in my tracks just to hear myself. Alas, time waits for no man.

I wish there would be more time for me, to divide among the important people of my life. I want to run down to different parts of Singapore to hug girlfriend, lydialiao, yanhui, mujia, magdalene, jennifer, zhiyun and many more ): I want to sit down and get high over the simplest things with Iryon. I want to spend one whole day just laughing with my class. I want to sit down and share about my life to my beloveds in VJ. So much things to do, so little time to complete them.

If you're not too long,
I'll wait for you all my life.

That is the sweetest thing you could ever say to someone (: I melted in the cinema today =P

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Thursday, February 28, 2008

reply tags;;
edwinn: once in a while.. I have been like indulging so much pls! But nothing can be more than you la, ice cream almost everyday! pfft!
lydia: you la you! Never date me out! ): I bet you forgot about my presence alr pls! And pls find a word to describe me! (refers to your blog)
manyu: it's been long since I last saw you ):
Harng-Yi: Eh fine la! We all lousy lor..
Wifey: Yaye, you're very much loved by me too! And I think the both of us need to diet very soon. You'll be showered with more hello kitty (:

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angelic picture with ahmah!
She loves me so much (:

Gosh, it has almost become a habit for me to come online everyday and post at least one picture here. Hahas, cos my beloved classmates love camwhoring just like me! (: And today the camwhore syndrome was the worst case ever seen. I've got a GP essay to plan for and start on my econs essay but apparently I'm still here, catching up with people. Tmr will be Tie Day (: You'll see me in VJ uniform and my crumpler which sadly clashes with someone else's. And another fact is that the crumpler looks HUGE on me pls. But I still like it anyhow. (:

After talking to Audrey on MSN just now, I came to realise that I really miss the girls like major alot. ): Only a few days of orientation and it made us as close as sisters. But now we hardly even see each other around in school. I miss Audrey's spazzing, I miss Rachel's screamings, I miss Charlotte's whining, I miss Celeste's laughter. There are so many memories to keep, yet so little time for me to reminisce. ):

I miss tiffanywongmanyu.
I miss lydialiaosimin.
I miss fonglichu.
I miss the other five of the TEN.
I miss Cedar ):

If words could express how I feel, I would tell you how much I love you.

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008




My wife,
the physics girls,
and my pretty EYEcandy (:

I finally bought my uniform today and I went to alter it after pe! Oh yes, my pe was like mock napfa. As usual, I fail my inclined pull-up. No major big surprise since I fail it like every year. But ohwells. Amazingly, I actually passed my standing board jump okay! I was pretty amazed at myself. Oh, and doing the mock napfa actually made me realise that our class guys are actually quite pro and strong! They make the standard one look so easy pls. Gosh.

Right, and after all the sweating at PE, I went down to City Plaza with my wife! aka Jomel. Hahahas, we had a long ride down. I love talking to my wife pls. She's pretty entertaining! =P We settled for the first tailor shop that we saw, and it was quite cheap (: yaye, so my skirt is nicely altered now! Our whole class will be wearing our uniform on Friday! Can you believe it? I actually went to eat FRIED CHICKEN after pe. Oh gosh, I was still thinking of going on a diet. -.- Faints- No self control.

I'm like super tired now. I just got home la. Okay I shall go off to do my own stuff and perhaps attempt to start completing some of my tutorials. Good gosh, I ought to stop slacking. ):
House meeting tmr morning.

Goodnights to all who's reading my blog!
Love, me.

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Monday, February 25, 2008

HAPPY MAYO DAY! (:

Today was a happy happy day, though everyone was tired and all. But the highlight of the day was when we threw the birthday surprise for mayo (: I think he's like the sweetest guy I've known la! He made me tear with his reply in the morning okay :D No matter what, you'll be missed in 63! Just look at my tagboard, and you see many many people missing you!

Oh yes, did I mention the part that he got mayo all splashed over him? HAHAHS! Well, birthdays in 63 has always been a major huha! But the shocked expression he had on his face was totally classic and priceless. (:

reply tags;;
jomel: we din take a lot of pictures ): We were too busy with all that mayo la! HAHAHAS.
simei: I miss beating all the eggs and everything together! SO FUN! we shall go bake again someday okay okay! (:
CAT!: ohgosh, I really think you went kuku! goodness, I shall ponder if I want to put you to sleep! HAHAHAS! But like that, I wont have anymore fortune!
yoyo: I like this song alot alot! It makes me feel happy, and sad at the same time! HAHAHAS, contradicting emotions. DONT EMO LA YOU!
xiaohui: you're badly missed too ): I miss you forever being there to jiayou for me!
edwinn: hellos! (: Yep it's a christian song! It's the story about the Prodigal Son. I just had sermon on it :D
Cherbear: Hahahs, it's okay la! (: But at least we managed to gossip, ABIT! Hahahas, writing through paper (: I want to sit beside you again! cherbear, go cut hair with me!!
shwish: cos he's in arts stream now?

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Sunday, February 24, 2008


I miss mayo, like alot alot. ):



There has been a lot of changes around in VJ. New faces in, familiar faces out. All I know whether is it a good thing. But all I know is that change is the only constant. The only thing that you can learn to do, is to get used to it, and move on. Was talking to charlotte a moment ago. Darren and Shaun got posted out of VJ. One got into SAJC, the other one, ACS(IB). Now Iryon isn't complete anymore. ): I can't do a full house around in school now. The feeling of not having us together as a whole just makes me feel weird and squirmy deep down inside.



When God Ran
Almighty God, the great I am
Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome Lord
Victorious warrior, commanding King of Kings
Mighty conqueror, and the only time
the only time I ever saw Him run

Was when He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice
He said,“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise when God ran

The day I left home I knew
I’d broken His heart
And I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road ahead
I could see It was the only time –
it was the only time I ever saw Him run

He caught me by surprise as He brought me to my knees
When God ran – I saw Him run to me

I was so ashamed, all alone and so far away
But now I know He’s been waiting for this day
I saw Him run to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice I felt His love for me again

He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said, “Son”,
He called me Son
He said, “Son do you know I still love you?”
He ran to me and then I ran to Him
When God ran

I never knew You did so much for me. (:
Thank You, Abba Father.

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Saturday, February 23, 2008



My class is a crazy and funky class.
Which class will start cheering Scratch cheer in GP?
Which class will walk on the corridors and cheer our cheer?
Which class will laugh at absolutely nothing at all?
Which class will create class outings ohsospontaneously?
o8s63! :D

I'm glad to have crazy friends all around me to brighten my days!
Thank God for you people.
Today was made complete with my fellow norms too (:
Seeing you people in the morning and laughing together started the day well.
Hahahas.
Now I fully understand the meaning,
"Birds of the same feather flock together."
Crazy people meet crazy friends.

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Thursday, February 21, 2008

my boyfriend is shorter than me, but its okay cos love is blind HAHAHAH

the only thing that really made me laugh the whole of today.

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Gosh, Lord, thank You thank You thank You.
I don't know how can I express my utmost gratitude to You!
s63, EVERYONE GOT IN!
AHHHHH! SCREAMS AND SHOUTS-
Lord, all those nights of persistent prayers worked.
You are faithful. You create miracles.
Now I'll hope and pray that Kalun gets in too!
Then lynx house applicants would be together too (:
YAYENESS! I'm freaking happy.
Like really happy (:

Monday, February 18, 2008

Today is totally just not my day.
My right eye is totally fogged up, and it hurts pretty badly.
I had a pretty bad stomache during econs just now.
The teachers were pretty boring during lessons today.
My dad just screamed at me for i dont know what f-ing reason.
So yeah, in conclusion, today is just not my day.

I feel like letting tears fall like how they used to in the past.
But in this place,
tears merely seem as a sign of weakness,
a sign of surrender.
I want a shoulder to lean on.
Just for one more moment.
当付出和结果不一定成为正比,
what would you do?

I'll be back on my feet when the sun rises.
I promise.

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Sunday, February 17, 2008

JTS wasn't that bad afterall. (:
It was pretty funny revealing all the angel and mortal stuff.
And getting to know more about the scandals.
HAHAHAS! :D
I enjoyed myself quite a bit.
Though I was irritated and annoyed at the start of it.
I wish I could hang you upside down on a fan, and switch on the fan.
Rawr.
After swensons, it was to the movies (: JUNO!
Umm, it wasn't such a bad movie, just that it takes time to appreciate it.
But there were people who slept in the show.
Hahahas.
After that most people headed off to home.
Only limpinghui, edwin, mao and me stayed behind.
Walked around before finally settling down at merlion park to chat.
It's quite interesting to find out about some things.

Sometimes, I wonder what do people see me as.
It was just a random thought in my head.
Someone told me that their first impression of me was that I'm a very sporty girl.
How true is that? Ask my friends.
In the past, I used to be very bothered about others' opinions about me.
That sort of restricted my actions, and my way of thinking.
Maybe this society jumps to conclusions too fast.
And to be honest, I'm someone who is fast to condemn too.
It's my flaw, and I'm working hard to change it.
Now, after coming to VJ, after going through some tests that was in place for me,
I'm treating opinions better now.
No idea why am I writing this, just a very random feeling that I need to get it off my chest.

I've a tele partner.
Who is super freaky!
We freak each other out okay, like big time.
The similarities we found out today,
both of us don't eat egg yolks.
We like to buy pretty notebooks that we will never use.
We wore tinkerbell necklace today.
We both own a STAR shaped ring.
Gosh, I really suspect she's my long lost twin (:
Okay I ought to go sleep.
My eyebags are like major huge!
NIGHTS!

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Thursday, February 14, 2008

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE! ♥
It's the season to spread some love and joy in the air.
School was exceptionally busy and bustling with excitement today.
Hahahas, but most of the time, it's usually girls who scream for one another (:
I simply love running to someone,
and giving that person the present that I prepared for her.
The feeling is just so wonderful.
Though VJ was bustling with activity, but I still miss Cedar's way of celebrations.
It's a time where all Cedarians will go crazy,
and you'll see flowers sticking out everywhere.
Somehow, the craziness is much more tamed in VJ.
For the better or for the worse, I don't know.
But all I know is, Cedar's celebrations are the best! (:

Oh, I think one of the best parts of today was the Friendship Dance (:
HAHAHAHAS!
Yaye! Lynx cats totally rocked the stage man! (:
They were totally funny and cute and zi-high. Woosh!
Stayed back specially for the Friendship Dance thing.
Then after which headed down to Terminal Three with Wenyi, Celeste and Pinghui!
YAYE! I finally went to T3.
Went down to join Mujia for lunch!
It has been long since I sat down with a group of Cedarians just for lunch.
I miss my beloved Cedarians.

I shall upload the crazy and whacky photos that we took tomorrow or something.
I need to go sleep, desperately.
Need to reach school by 705am tmr ):
I've been walking around telling people my quote,
Look at the world through your heart, it'll be a better place (:


Crazy is the word to describe Cedarians.
Crazy Cedarians!

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Friday, February 08, 2008

we're all learning, to be forgiving.

Just something that came up to me after a few incidents.
So when someone gets on your nerves,
just remember, that person is learning too, on how to be forgiving (:

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Tuesday, February 05, 2008

When four years of friendship can't generate enough trust to withstand the gossips.

I'm leaving everything that I have on my hands to You.
I'm tired of fighting battles that wasn't meant to be.
So I'm leaving everything,
giving all that I have to You.
I'm pretty glad that I went for sermon on Sunday.
The sermon topic was quite applicable to life in VJ now.
Your enemy is not in flesh and blood.
If Satan has got you to hate someone, you've been tricked.
I'm not going to get tricked by you stupid nehneh!

Talking to phwee today was fun (:
Finally got time to talk to her properly.
Though we are in the same class,
but then we haven't been able to talk properly.
Cos either we are busy having class bonding, rushing for lessons, or eating!
HAHAHAS! funny right! (:
But we talked for a pretty long time today.
LOVE! (:

Getting over emotions is part and parcel of life.
It's only when you get your emotions to shut up, you get to hear the Voice leading you on (:
So yeah, I'm learning.
Getting there. I think I did great for today (:
I love You Daddy!
Alright, off to bathe and sleep now!
(Although I'm like on the phone with wenyi!)

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Monday, February 04, 2008

Hello everyone! I'm in Yoyo's house now!
Hahahas, we're baking cookies.
And I think we are all gonna go home like super damn late today la!
We took alot of funny pictures using his father's camera (:
Oh, and I forgot to mention, the 'we' refers to me, Yoyo, Simin and Simei.
Yaye (:
And we were discussing just a moment ago,
that our class is super in our own world.
Not everyone in their individual world,
but everyone being together in the S63 world (:
The feeling is nice la,
when the topics that we talk about, is only understood by s63 people.
And I'm pretty glad that I have them to cheer me up.
But as we were saying also,
we were getting quite sian of being high 24/7.
It just seems that if you don't get high in VJ,
you'll miss out a whole load of fun.
(: But s63 is making my 'life sucks' life a whole load better.
Thanks babes and dudes in s63 (:

And I dont know who is playing Happy Birthday song on the piano.
Oh right!
It was ahma's birthday on Sunday (:
HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN AHMA! (:
s63 loves you alot alot okay!
Pls stay happy and cheerful always.
We love you so much that we bought such a wonderful cake for you!
Yaye!
"Hi!" that was by yoyo (:
"When I fall in love~" as sung by mother! aka simin!
(I suspect she's in love with someone! GASPS!)
"JJ right?" answered simei!
HAHAHAS! Funny conversation among the people.
And now they are on the TV topic.
Ohwells. Okayokay, I shall go off now.
And like go bake cookies.
Yawns- I'm super tired ):

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Sunday, February 03, 2008

I'm trading my sorrows
I'm trading my shame
I'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord
I'm trading my sickness
I'm trading my pain
I'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord
And we're singing


Yes Lord, yes Lord, yes yes Lord
Yes Lord, yes Lord, yes yes Lord
Yes Lord, yes Lord, yes yes Lord, Amen


I am pressed but not crushed,
Persecuted not abandoned
Struck down but not destroyed
I am blessed beyond the curse
For His promise will endure
That His joy is gonna be my strength
Though the sorrow may last for the night
His joy comes in the morning



This is a super cute worship song that I've heard!
I love it okay (: Hahahas!
Worship and Praise songs never fail to make me feel better.
You are good (:
My Sole Comforter.
Though thoughts may try to conquer your brains,
but God's joy will fill you the next day!
Yaye! I'm running for service now!
Later come back and update (:

Saturday, February 02, 2008

I'm feeling down after the whole episode of things that went on yesterday.
It was just the.. I don't know what feeling la.
And after spending some time to sort out my own thinkings,
I think I'm quite a selfish, mean and childish kid.
I hate myself.
So yeah, please hate me too.
Life sucks. Kill myself. -

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Friday, February 01, 2008

I tell you house comm interviews are the most diu lian thing on earth!
You do such silly stuff that once you are out of the room,
you can believe that you actually did such silly stuff.
Oh wells. But it was quite fun. I did enjoy myself la,
though I was like facing 8 stoned face people.
But they are just doing their jobs la. (:
I think yixiang was rather funny and gay throughout the interview.
And I think the house commers wanted to tease him more than me!
=/ Hahas. It was fun la, all in all.
Though now I feel abit sian diao after getting so high just now.

Oh yes, I need to thank a few people in my blog!
Mayo, Yoyo, Simei, Simin and Gillian for staying back with me for the interview!
I would have freaked out even more without them la!
They totally made my day man (:
And the joke of the day:
Inez: Why is the thing moving? (the swing thing outside T block)
Mayo: Oh, cos the earthworms are transporting it!
Oh gosh, he got all of us so high on that joke okay!
Super funny la pls!
Umm and and! My beloved wifey, and syikin the cat, and shrish,
for msging me good luck msges (:
and o8s63 for attempting to calm my nerves the whole day,
especially scandal, cheryl, pinghui, haoyuan (:
Thanks people! Yall are love man!
And all the hugs that I've received from,
phy! wenqi! wenyi! celeste! sb! liyin! peiting! (:
Yaye, I felt pleased during the house interview becos of all of you!
Hahahas, and a special thanks to wyemin for the effort to talk to me before interview!
(: Yaye! No matter what, Lynx cats rocks! Meow.

Question of the day:
Some house commer: Why should we enlist you into house comm?
Me: Becos I can meow like a cat?
-.-

Jts is postponed again.
When will we get this settled?
Both iryon and o8s63.
Rawr, I don't like this.

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