爱我，非你莫属
也许会笑着哭，
但那人是你所以不怕苦。
somehow, no matter what happens,
this song manages to remind me of you (:
when there's you in my life,
there's always a reason for me to be happy.
i doubt ther'l ever be a day i get sick of you!
i'm in love with you :D

oh, and just to mention, I LOVE PHANG SUTING!
managed to catch up with her on our way out pp!
yayeness! MY BELOVED DADDY! <3
there's just this amazing thing about you,
we always get high and hyper over it all.
no matter it being superjunior/GOD!/anything! :D
thanks for being sucha friend =D
and CEL YEO! thanks for lunching with me.
i love her luhh. staying near even when i look all irritated.
I LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE,
AND ALL THE LOVELY THINGS YOU DO (:

Labels: Daily occurrences, LOVE.

okie dokie! i'm back to post with words this time.
but sometimes, a picture says a thousand words.
(: ahwells. i went back to svc! like finally!
i miss bouncing around in svc. UHHUH! (((:
and i saw all the people i love! :D
lynn, rei, jean, dolly, megan, SUFERN, su wern, gracie etc.
the list goes on and on.
NOT FORGETTING MY FAV BUNCH OF CEDARIANS!
notice that su fern's name is in caps!
cos we got all HIGH and HYPER upon seeing each other.
it was like a TIGHT TIGHT hug (:
i love her luhh. =D like ALOT ALOT.

AND MOMMY CAME BACK TGT WITH ME!
ohyeah! (: although ah short couldnt come ):
BUT GET WELL SOON MY DEAR!
svc was much fun! all the hokkien and chinese and english!
poor sis hui e. pastor tim kept changing channels!
HAHAHAS.
today was quite a high day,
and a splendid day spent with the Lord.
seeing praise and worship songs in Chinese rocks!
在无数的黑夜里，我用星星画出你。
你的恩惠如晨星，
让我真实地见到你。
i believe it's something like that.
i cant rly remember the whole thing.
and i cannot find the special NI for God ):
pouts- ahwells (:
but it was rather weird singing My Redeemer Lives in cheena =

and joseph acted all high when he saw me.
okay, maybe becos i was DRAMA-ing my way through!
HAHAHAS. benny with his TEN SCREWS logic ><
i've got my one screw tighted okay! :D
okay so you see, my day was BLESSED with all my lovelys!
yayeness. i'l miss you people!
DONT WORRY, I'L BE BACK AGAIN! :D
i've faith in that!

and a special mention to 左以饭团 aka sanuo onigiri!
it's the brown BIG ROUND FAT i dont know what that charl gave me.
and i named it fan tuan since it ROUND AND FAT,
and charlotte loves fan tuan! sucha cute name right.
my dad and mom and sis love fan tuan too!
fan tuan, you've SO MANY people who love you!

Lord, thanks for all the things that You've done.
no matter was it waking me up in the morning.
or was it making me feel assured on the train.
all i know is, without You, today i wouldn't have turned up.
You understood all my fears and trembles.
You have seen all my tears.
and it's precisely so that You've spoke to my heart,
and reassured me with Your presence.
it is definitely my greatest blessing to know You, my God, my Jesus.
i'm proud to call You MINE (:
DADDY! I LOVE YOU! <3

Labels: Daily occurrences, LOVE.

STRICTLY PICTURES (:
SHHH! MY PRETTAYE BABE!
you don't know how much i LOVE you! (:
i love the peekaboo feel in this picture! :D
(oh, and do you see a lil girl and a old granny at the back ><)QUEEN MOMMY!
i love it when we go all drama.
today, the two of us were exceptionally high in svc.
cos we miss svc like ALOT ALOT! (:

as requested by her, i STRETCHED my hand to take this photo!
JOYCE! she's sucha adorable girl. we got all high taking photos and all! ((:

ADORA LEE! i honestly thinks she looks like sis hui e! nods- but she's sucha prettaye girl right! (((: and i realise, she's so shu nu! :D

Labels: LOVE.

Labels: random

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE! (:
i hope everyone had fun collecting angbaos,
eating new year goodies, and playing cards!
hahahs, but it think this is my saddest new year ):
cos poor me fell sick even BEFORE i started eating.
so it's not really my greed for food that made me sick.
i'm so upset ): i din rly get to enjoy all the good food.
and i'm like having my monthly affair,
thus i cant drink cold drinks too ):
awww. what kind of new year is this ):

i'm rather happy about my new outfits for new year (:
it was much fun going around and visiting.
just that being giddy most of the time cuts down the fun.
but yeah (: i got to see my HANDSOME BOY! :D
i'm in love with HANDSOME BOY!
oh, and did i mention?
my uncles insist that i have a boyfriend >.<
they say i just simply look like i've one.
ayeaye.

i dont know what to blog about..
cos most of the time,
i just end up sleeping at relatives' houses.
okay, so i'l just end off here then (:
and off to pop in two panadols and SLEEP.
(or maybe i should go youtubing for a while)
TOODLES PEOPLE!
may yall have MANY MANY ang baos!

Labels: Daily occurrences

在这个世界上的每一个可能的角落，
我们一定会认识，
因为我就是会找到你，
只有你才是那个让我感觉对的人。

如果害怕，
打从已开始我就不会选择你，
就不会喜欢你。

我跟她，是情侣还是姐弟，
对我都不重要。
因为不管别人怎么看我，
她已经在握的心里。

-江猛

我会一直一直的喜欢你下去，
我对自己有信心！i miss you, my special somebody.

Labels: random

i dont like to be unhappy on days when i'm supposed to be happy.
the feeling sucks. it makes me feel all heavy and tired.
i din go out in the end.
i suddenly realised, i dislike being the one all the time.
the one who initiates a topic all the time.
the one who tries to make everyone high and all.
the one who gets ignored most of the time.
the first person that yall think of will never be me.
even if i've fallen behind the group,
you would never have realised, and continued walking on.
people starts taking you for granted.
that it is your responsibility to remain happy 24/7.
and if you don't do so,
they'l just treat you as an invisible person,
and try as hard as possible to ignore you.
the feeling sucks.
you make me feel cold right from the inside.
i'm walking away,
just before i get teared into pieces and crumble within.
and some people are denser than you think they are.
when i get too tired, i'l stop trying.
and when that day comes, i'l disappear.
don't bother thinking if you're the one whom i'm writing about,
becos the person/people i'm writing about,
the density level is extremely high. -
goodbye, oh, and happy cny.

L O V E
this is just a something that i thought about just now.
i've been hearing this phrase alot lately.
'i'l be fine', 'i'l be okay' etc.
i dont like to hear that phrase.
it sucks. does it mean that in the meantime,
i should just leave and not bother?
becos no matter what, you WILL BE fine/okay.
what's the point of friends then?
since no matter what, you will AUTOMATICALLY be fine.
okay, i'm just getting a lil irritated over things.
becos i'm getting too much of these lately.
till i'm sick and tired of it.
just eliminate the 'will be' alright.
i know you will be fine. i know.
but it's exceptionally demoralising,
especially if you're going all out to cheer someone up.
someone who you love dearly.
and it's not as if band wasn't weighing me down.
okay, just treat this post as it was supposed to be - invisible.

Labels: -

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! this are the flowers (:
this are the other presents i got! (:
and THE ALL TOGERTHER PICTURE! (:

it's the season of LOVE again!
although this year wasnt as HUHA as the previous years,
i still managed to have fun!
YAYENESS! i love TENofus!
i hope yall liked the octopus i sewed! (:
and my manyu, laupo, flichu, nana, wanping, ely!
yayeness (:
i received many things! many flowers!
yaye! ms popularity! HAHAHAS
i bet other people are the same too.
heh! (: but thanks to those who made vday fun!
and made it all HIGH and CRANKY!

band was errrrr. nevermind fastforward.
came home and changed!
and went to far east to meeeeeet....
CHARLOTTE BABE!
QUEEN MOMMY!
ZANNE THE MAN! (:
ohmy! I LOVE THEM ALRIGHTS!
they made my day so much more fun.
and of cos, with zanne's touching and all..
I GOT SOME BIG FAT DONTKNOWWHAT from babe!
i called it a pig. and it's wrong.
i changed to a bear, it's still wrong.
I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS!
but i know it's FAT and ROUND and BIG!
HAHAHAS (: adorable!
and a daisy from mommy too!
i love it when people pamper me!
and today i got reminded of "YU CI LANG GUAI.."
hahahas. only those who watch hanakimi knows (:
ohwells! many people pampered me today. b
ut i'm like a lil dead now. cos im super tired ):
and there's band tmr! MOANS-

if there was anyone whom i want to spend vday with,
that person has got to be you.
you you you you you you you you you.
if only my planner for the day consists of you.
没有谁能取代你在我心上，
拥有一个专属天使，
我哪里还需要别的愿望!

Labels: LOVE.

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球全都绕着你走

爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你
所以不怕苦

懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰

看那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你天造地设般产生奇迹
哦我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚

somehow, just a lil action,
a lil something you say,
has the ability to make me melt (:
the only one,
who can drive away my blues ever so easily :]
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你
所以不怕苦

Labels: LOVE.

whenever i'm beside you,
i feel like i'm a piece of glass.
transparent and insignificant.
you walk past me time and time again.
only seeing the people beside me.
in the past,
i grab you by the hand when you walked past.
now, i no longer have the energy to do so.
so walk away before i start to hurt again.
goodbye. i'l try to get into a car accident,
to forget the memories.

friends tried to make their way up the wall,
but some, the footprints stopped halfway.
the journey is just too tough.

Labels: -

Thank God it's friday.
wooosh, another week flew by.
i dont even remember events of the week.
except thurs, when i was happy and irritated.
ohwells (: i got over it alr.
but now, i'm still not feeling too HIGH or anything.
just monotonous.
today we had like three consecutive free periods.
it was like kinda fun! (: but like... very boring.
but i managed to finish most of my work in school.
there's still an english essay to be done.
and banyueji.
OH, quoted from wenyi,
"english has never been so heavy before"
WHICH I SO AGREE!
we have debates EVERY WEEK and essay to be done after each.
gosh, what's with the heavy workload.

im going to have a very busy tuesday.
there'l be geog test that day.
and it's a chapter that i TOTALLY dont get.
and it'l be SEVEN hours of band after that.
why dont you just kill me?
it'l be much faster that way.
all i can say is, this week has been so busy,
that i din even manage to watch my 转角遇到爱
the feeling of being so busy sucks.
grrrwrah. and some people are doing it again.
flipeyes-

today is a not happy not sad day.

Labels: Daily occurrences, random

受到别人的保护的感觉，
应该很好吧。
偷偷爱着一个人的感觉，
可能快乐的成分会比痛苦的成分多出很多。
是因为这个原因，
泉选择了偷偷保护着瑞希；
也是因为这个原因，
瑞希选择了偷偷的陪在泉的身边；
更是因为这个原因，
我选择了偷偷爱着你。

我当然是因为喜欢她，才会一直保持沉默。
如果讲出来，我就不能和她自然的相处。
如果因为这样而让学校知道她是女生的话，
她就不能留在我身边了。
-左以泉

i'm overwhelmed by his sweetness. (:
i'm overwhelmed by yours too.

Labels: HANAKIMI, LOVE.

i'm in love with a certain somebody.
you fill up my mind now.
if i can, i'd want to dream of you tonight.

Labels: LOVE.

i think i ate too much durian,
now, i feel like puking once again.

Labels: random

our school has a stomach flu epidemic.
uhhuh, and now im down with it,
when everyone else is like recovering.
boos. i alr predicted that i'd be sick luhh,
so it's not exactly surprising.
im basically floating around the house now,
feeling all light in the head.
okay, this is just a random post.
toodles, off to sleep, again.

Labels: random