坐在电脑前面的我，
突然之间，发现自己并没有那么的勇敢。
有的地方，还是不敢去。
但是，也正是因为自己的不勇敢，
为我剩下了伤心的眼泪。
有些时候，我会问问自己，
过了那么长的一段时间，
是变坚强了，还是更加脆弱？
不知道，我还不知道答案。

我很想回到从前。
大概。。。回到小学的时候吧。
那个时候，好天真，好可笑。
那时发生的事，我好像都没有忘记。
那时的我，要哈哈大笑，好容易。
现在的我，就连要微笑，好困难。
每个人都觉得我是个傻大姐 :D
或许真是这样吧，
对任何事情都能把它当作是个玩笑。
但是，到了现在，这一刻，
我发现，傻大姐也有不明白，看不透的问题。

这一刻，最重要的事，是属于你，最小的事。
-五月天

只有当一个人把你最小的事，当作最重要的事时，
那个人才算真正爱你 :D
所以，当你没有办法把我最小的事看成最重要时，
请不要轻易说出我爱你。

Labels: random

i'm still afraid of that bright thing that flashes through the night sky,
but this time i'm not going to cry.
i've all along thought that i was strong,
and overcame the fear of seeing lightning.
i guess, it was just i din get a chance to face it.
and you know what,
although i'm still scared,
but i'l face it myself.
becos i know someday, history will repeat itself.
i'l still be ignored in the middle of the night.
so to prevent it all from happening,
i might as well face it myself (:

okie doks, school is getting more and more tedious.
especially with band.
but actually i'm quite okay luhh.
april is going to be a seriously busy month though.
syf, sports day, start of mids, napfa.
but i know i'l survive it for sure :D
there's nth much to blog about actually.
p.s-> melodie is sucha small girl. i cant stand it :P
p.p.s ->i love lydia chiew pls! :D my similar twin!

i'm sorry i forgot to send you a notification letter,
that i decided to not participate in your life anymore.
i'm just too sick and tired of unreplied msges.
so goodbye and take care.
i'm moving on in my own world. (:


okay, did i mention titoudao was amazingly good!
and i like totally embarrassed myself.
everyone heard my "comment" in the theatre.
ahhhh. hidesface-
but it was rly scary at some parts alright.
boo. pam oei's voice is splendid.
and chua enlai never fails to crack me up! :D
so people who haven watched titoudao,
it's definitely a play worth catching! (((:
and i secretly snapped a shot of pam oei :D

chem SPA was alright.
and i went out to watch music and lyrics after that.
hahahs, it's quite a good show,
but draggy in the middle. i almost fell asleep.
almost but din :D
and and and i went to meet LAUPO after that.
the two of us were so tired out okay.
we just basically looked so tired that we influenced each other.
went down for flichu's church concert.
MY DEAREST FLEA SANG SO WELL! :D
she was wonderful (: like WOW.
and dear, dont despair okay (:
His divine timing for everything.

okay now that i'm done narrating my story.
i'm off to do work :D

Labels: -, Daily occurrences

hello hello!
i'm currently at cel's house.
and she's sucha bad host, making me feel all bored.
and now, she's ill-treating me.
i think i'm gna lose more hair all thanks to her.
she's acting like a monkey,
checking my hair for dandruff.
RAWR. i dont have lor! :P
im feeling so cold now!
and her blanket is extremely heavy okay!
ohmy. and she's ignoring me for suxin now.
how mean ): i'm gna start crying again.
pouts-
okay, do you want to hear the rebuttal speech now?
here you go ::

she refuses to rebutt. so i shall bad mouth her even more.
i miss yyl! ):
and cel's gna force feed me with superjunior ):
i shall show her all about fahrenheit then (:
okay.. let's see if she's willing to rebutt now..


I DIDN'T IGNORE INEZLAU, SHE REFUSES TO WATCH SJ!
AND YOU KNOW WHAT, SHE DONT KNOW HOW HAE LOOKS LIKE.
AND I ALREADY KNOW HOW TO WRITE YYL'S FREAKING NAME!
IN CHINESE AND ENGLAND.
inezlau: pls, there are THIRTEEN guys for me to differentiate luhh!
and i forgot to say, the caps will be cel's words.
and i'l blog in lower case (:
did i mention? cel's sneeze always end on a higher note!
how extremely hilarious.
and she's on the phone with suxin AGAIN ):
how upsetting.
today we have communication breakdown too!
she keeps hearing the wrong things. ayeaye.
okay, i'm just blogging a funny entry with an invader.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D waiting for cel's return....

CEL YOURE HUNGRY?!
I DONT HEAR THINGS WRONGLY, INEZLAU REALLY PRONOUNCE IT WRONGLY.
MY EARS ARE EXTREMELY NORMAL.
NO HOLES COS OF EARRINGS, SO THEYRE STILL CLEAN!
what logic!
THERE'S LOTS OF LOGIC TO IT!
WE WILL VISIT AMK HUB BUB BUB TONIGHT!
I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING TITOUDAO.
BORING,LEH!
HAEEEEE! :) INEZLAU DONT KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE.
LOUSY!

in conclusion, i think i'm going to be filled with KOREAN stars at night.
ohmy. oh oh oh, and did i mention?
we are going to that FACE SHOP tonight!
if we pass by one that is. i only saw one at tiong bahru
our fav place! HAHAHAHS
okays, im off to do work (as if)
toodles! I LOVE ALL WHO LOVE ME :D

Labels: Daily occurrences, INVASION, random

everyone around me seems to have changed alot!
after a tour around friendster,
i noticed their change even more (:
like how some people have changed their hot temper,
and becoming more responsible.
i'm proud of that change of his! :D
okay, i'm done with what i want to say.
OHNO! did i mention?
i got lost at potong pasir with LYDIA LIAO.
the two of us are idiots okay!
we spent 20 mins figuring out which is the right way.
): boos. but it was such an adventure trail.
and the terrace houses in pp RLY LOOKS THE SAME WHAT!
aye. but i love spending time with my beloved wife! :D
and i'm staying over at her house soon soon,
and laugh at the funny pictures we have (:

and i doubt i'l be blogging very much after the march hols.
so yeahs (: those who want to date me out,
hurry date now!
cos my schedule for band is EXTREMELY tight!
(six days a week) how fun ):
okays, toodles. off to eat lunch. i'm hungry.
food makes me happy when i'm feeling upset! :D

Labels: Daily occurrences, random

it's amazing how people change (:
for the better of course.
i just met tabitha anna tan today! (:
i couldnt recognise her at first alright!
and vice versa.
that's cos, the last time we saw each other,
we had extremely short hair!
HAHAHAS! but it was nice seeing her with longg hair (:
i miss suaning lydia liao with her.
hehheh! seeing her make me realise how people have changed.
no matter was it me,
or was it her, or was it anyone.
it's amazing isnt it?
it's only a short period of three years in cedar.
ohwells (: i'm happy today.
and i'm going to have a stayover soon!
JUMPSARD- beams-
YUCILANG GUAI! dont cry okay (:
aye, that was random, but the person would know :D
okie dokie, i just came home from a 3 km jog.
so therefore im off to bathe!
TOODLES!
oh one last thing, DONT EAT PUDDING WITH MOULD IN IT
AND DONT CUT YOUR VEGGIES ON THE FLOOR.
ask me how i found out okay, it's sucha hilarious story.
sorry for being sucha bitch. =

Labels: Daily occurrences, random

i'm feeling quite irritated now.
my ipod hung on me.
RAWR. and the many other things that irritate.
forget it. off to complete irritating homework.

Labels: RANTS

people say, you're lucky to have one guardian angel in your life.
then what do you call those who have four guardian angels in theirs?
domyoji tsukasa :D
hanazawa rui <3
nishikado sojiro
mimasaka akira
(: makino is sucha blessed girl.
i wna be like her pls! :D
you used to be my guardian angel.

Labels: random

wo bu xi huan bie ren gei wo xi wang,
dan que mei you wan cheng wo de qi wang.
na zhong gan jue hen bu hao shou.
wo cong tian tang die luo gu di.
i miss you so. will you come back?
it's always nice to have someone to pamper you and all.
treating you like a princess.
but somehow, you just got to realise that,
there will be someday when this person leaves you.
and when that happens,
tell me. i'l help you get back to your own two feet.
becos, i've been through it all.
when your guardian angel takes its leave.
when the stars in the nightsky decide to fade away.
when your knight in shining amour backs off.
it's only then, you'l realise, it has all along been a dream.
you're my almost perfect dream.
the only imperfection is that someday i'l have to wake up from it all.

Labels: random

i realise i'm in love with cao ge and tank (:
as in their songs luhh.
i just went out and got a pretty POLKA DOT DRESS!
i'm in love with it! (: it looks extremely adorable.
i'm going to continue shopping tmr.
to like... buy more dresses. oh yaye me!

OH! BUT IM LIKE EXTREMELY UPSET.
becos TANWENQI wasnt pleased with her flowers.
RAWR. ): i'm upset.
today is not a good day, except the going out part.
hiaks. i hate nightmares.
satan, stop it. GRRWRAH.

and now i'm highly irritated at ecampus!
I CANT SEEM TO LOAD THE THINGS I NEED!
damn it. -
okay, i'm feeling extremely pissed now.
off to watch hanakimi.

despite it all...
I LOVE BABE!
I LOVE QUEEN!
I LOVE ZUI AI!

Labels: Daily occurrences