I swear I am turning into one big fat nerd. Nerd because I am literally surrounded by books and notes (forced to pack my notes today). The big and fat cos I have been staying up to study which means excess consumption of potato chips. Honestly, can you imagine, if the multiplier table actually did apply to weight? Which means a slight increase in consumption, it will be like k times increase to your weight. Wtf. That would be disastrous.

I would so much rather all the scientists and economists in the world go relate all the equations to weight. I think I will be much more interested to talk about it and read about it.

Before you start saying that I am damn thin, I am not being weight-conscious here, if not, I won't be consuming all the potato chips already. And I think I am becoming happier while eating all the potato chips (:

I only have one week left. Shucks.


And point to note, quarreling with daddy a day before Father's Day is not such a wise option. I hate awkwardness and that I do not even look him in the eye now. All because of .. whatever. No wish to expose it. So, only Boyfriend knows. Good enough.

Alright, back to Electrochemistry.

Oh, I've found a liking for Twitter (:




My house has been quite of a joke since the electricity kept tripping and there has been a record of 2 blackouts in 2 weeks. Which is quite frequent I suppose. Cos when I told Wenyi of the second blackout, she asked me to give her 4 digits so that she can go buy 4D.

Feeling extremely .. upset? Nah, that's not the right word. I don't know what's the right word so fill in the blanks for yourself. I am feeling extremely ____. yeah.

I don't like my plans to be disrupted last minute. I don't like my bubble of hope to suddenly disappear when I was so anxious about it. And most importantly, I don't like people shoo-ing me off when I really need them at that point of time.


At times like these, I wish everything could rewind to the times before there were any major changes in my life. One being Boyfriend's departure to US.

Rewind.

I miss the days where I could watch my Taiwan dramas without needing to feel a tinge of guilt at all. I miss the days where I could party my holidays away. I miss the days where I could go out and shop as and when I like.

Sadly, those days are gone. :(

Who doesn't love for someone to hold;
who knows how to love you without being told
-Soulmate

Hooked to this song today while studying at BK cos the stupid renovation that's going on at my house is totally getting on my nerves. Woke me up at some unearthly hour of 9am (okay those who think that 9am is late please shut up) And it got my house all sandy and dirty. So irritating. Swear I am going to grow fat if I go to subway or BK everyday just to study :( all the burgers and cookies that I consume. Wth.


Okay, done ranting. Off to watch videos with guilt.

But I ain't going to do anything with the guilt!


Swear my class girls are just one whole bunch of fun (:

I want nobody nobody but YOU! :D

They gave me that reaction when I was about to fall. MEAN OR MEAN :(
Don't feel like publishing my life to the public recently. So I guess, it's gonna be quiet here for a while.

Off to muggerdots.com

I think I ought to thank my lucky stars that I got Boyfriend as my boyfriend, like seriously. Hmmmm, who would be crazy enough to stay up in the middle of the night so that he can make potato salad with me, at the same time on my side? Cos when it's 3pm on my side, it's 12am on his side. (:

I had to make potato salad for class' picnic tomorrow so Boyfriend spontaneously went to the market over at US to get ingredients to make the salad too (:

And also, who would be tolerant enough to stand my unreasonable whinings and spurs of sense of insecurity when he already doesn't have enough sleep in the middle of the night at 3am? (: Sometimes, it's these little things that make you feel loved.


And most importantly, who would be so lovely to ensure that you are feeling okay and no longer crying and all, and not leaving you to sob alone in the corner, before going off to study for his final exams? (:

Thank you Boyfriend.

Though I may not seem that appreciative all the time, and of course not mentioning all the spoiler moments (just because of the fact that I don't know how to respond to the random sweetness of yours), do know that you are very well appreciated by me (: All your random acts of sweetness and thoughtfulness are what I treasure the most (: