thinking into things never really did me any good la.
other than the times i got revelations from my thoughts.
hmmm. im cutting down on all the thinking time.
so expect inezlau to be a LIL crankier, a LIL nuttier,
a LIL cheerful-er, a LIL smiley-er.
HAHAS. it all seems to be a good thing afterall.

well well well,
baking at celeste's house was sucha tiring thing.
we should have just stayed at her house.
actually, the cookies are NICE know.
till we finished it all. SORRY ZUI AI.
HAHHAAS. but i bet she doesnt want to eat it too. ):
but lalalas. i know it's nice.

teachers' day was....
shrugs- i guess i wasnt really quite in the right mood.
with everything.
oohs! someone cheered my mood up!
SMACKBUTT- ((((: i love you la.
REMEMBER OUR DATE OKAY?! (scandalous!)
hahahas. our FOOD date =D
erms, but it was a great deal of laughter at church.
HAHAHAS. the photos are so hilarious pls.
i couldnt stop laughing.
AND I SAW A PRETTAYE GIRL TODAY.
SUPER PRETTAYE OKAY. she can be my eyecandy. :D
guess who's that girl.
HAHAHAS =D

i had a good, long talk with my bf (babyFAT).
i walked her all the way to fullerton.
i hope she wont get lost inside you know.
HEHS. talking to her is fun (:
we had great deals of laughter and STM!
hahahs. she's a great sis! I LOVE YOU BF! =D

i made a commitment to my parents.
i have to do well in end of years.
and i believe, i will (:
i will wait patiently for my blessing and miracle to come.
Lord, the hardest part is the waiting.
i will wait. wait for that miracle,
wait for Your return =D
i have to start mugging and show my parents.
tralalals. (:

lastly,
i love BABYFAT!
i love SHHHHH!
i love YOUR HIGHNESS!
i love EYECANDY!
i love ZUI AI!
i love MEOWMEOW!
i love ADELINE,WENYI,PINGHUI!
i love ALL OF YOU.


to my permanant resident,
you alr have the passport. you've the key.
when you start missing the past,
our memories are still there.
i love you. i wished i heard you say that too.

okayokay, im back online (:
but, not for long. cos i need to study and all.
yeahs. so guai rights? i know =D
ooohwells. :D

church has been fun today.
okay, it has always been fun.
i took a walk down my memory lane.
looking through the memories i had with You.
it's wonderful. it is.
while i was praying, this came to mind,
was it becos there're no photos taken,
that's why we forget our memories with You so quickly?
Lord, im retaining this memories.
i've living evidences of Your Love.
zui ai, babygirl, queen, tay en, wong ting, lily, grace etc..
all those You've worked on reminds me of You.
Your greatest Love.

im feeling so much better alr (:
i've lifted it all to You. yaye! i feel light.
memories all to You. cos You're in the center of my heart.
i love You Lord.
i know You need no assurance,
but i just love You. :D

sec 4s! work hard for your prelims alrights?
i know Dad sees all the hard work put in.
will be keeping yall in intense prayer.
Dad will tide all through (: all.
i love you girls. all those who brought a smile to my face.
yes darling, i can slack now,
and i'l have my turn next year =/
wenn, charl, sb, yongen, peiting, lily, sp, .... many more.
all the best!

cel, im proud at your growth (:
i truly am. continuing praying alrights.
i love spending time with suting.
we would blabber abt God and ignore everything else (:
the satan is dilligent yes, but hey!
IM GNA BE MORE HARDWOKING THAN HIM. :D


the greatest Love that anyone could ever know.
it overcame the cross and grave to find my soul.
i've found back this Love, my first Love.
have you? it's time to make a choice. :D

i dont think i'l be updating that often.
dont really feel like coming online. seeing things i dont wna see.
(: but ohwells. i guess i'l be buried in books.
and MY SERIAL DRAMAS.
i shall turn into a mugger,
for what reason, i also dont know eh =x
study to keep my mind off things.
im in comp lab now.
im freezing, once again. hug, anyone?
have been watching zi jing zhi dian,
and .. ai qing mo fa shi.
lalalas. (: they make me happy. temporarily.
hot guys who can dance make me smile.
HAHAHS. cos they're so adorable.

im having purple fingers now.
and mommy thinks it's adorable.
I TOLD YOU IM A ROYALTY.
even my fingers are of royalty.
RAHAHAHAS.
okayokays. im just being ego that's all =D

shall end off the post with...
i love babyboy!
i love KIARA.
i love XIARA.
i love LALA, mistress.
i love mommy.
i love rosemary.
i love adeline.
i love malia.
i love my IMP.
i love everyone who loves me.
i'l make sure i love yall more than yall love me. i do (:

在友情， 爱情里，
我们都是站在付出比较多的那一方，
所以，欢笑，悲伤，
我们也会比对方多出一倍。
相对的，所受得伤也会多一倍。
dont you just think this is true?

my waterfall has dried up.
i dont know how to cry, forgotten.
or maybe, it was me who stopped those tears.

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im off to make myself happy now!
(((: PLANETSHAKERS!
i promised Daddy to enjoy myself there.
and that's what im gna do!
woots! tears shed, will be forgotten.
less of me, more of Him (((((:
shall update when im back then.
LOVE

IM BACK! ((((:
okay, or rather i alr slept and woke up.
planetshakers was cool! really was.
actually it was also becos of the people there too.
like, suting, taina, eva, xinrui, sophia, cel, etc.
the bball juniors were there too.
and gayboy carried my bag the whole time! (((:
HAHAS. prettayeboy still as prettaye.
cheer up prettaye boy!

i met many others there.
like NAOMI, some person i thought i wont recognise.
it's amazing how we still recognised each other.
cos it's been ONE YEAR since i saw her! (:
she said i looked adorable! HAHAHS.

enerJHEE was there too. din expect to see him there.
and of course din expect him to remember me.
afterall, it's been so long after that course.
HAHAS. but snapped a shot with him anyway.
he's as high as usual! (:

planetshakers was great, but i guess im more hillsong.
it was fun being together with suting they all.
OH AND ELYSSA TOO!
rly hanged out with my peers.
chatted with them, and found great joy!

im not ready to just know about God.
im excited to know God PERSONALLY.
becos He's an awesome God.
He healed me when people took the knife and stab in.
He comforted me when i was alone.
in every heart, ther's a God shaped hole.
and im glad to say, MINE IS FILLED.
my heart is small. there's only enough space for ONE God.
Lord, im ready to give you my heart.
not just that, my life too.
i love You Dad, just in case You din hear me the other time. (:
i wish i could kiss You now,
like how i kiss my daddy!

i'l upload the pictures some other time.
IM GOING FLEAMARKETING! (((:

National Day Celebrations !
okay, i think it was rather fun know! attempting to be high.
the mass dance was hilarious!
the morning one wasnt so cool.
the later one was super damn fun can! squeals-
must dance with magdalene! HAHAS.
she makes me high man! =DD i love her la!
i felt so PATROTIC cos i cried at the song 'Home'.
HAHAHAS. but it wasnt becos of spore that i cried pls.
i was thinking of my other Home (:

din really get to play with the bubbles machine and all.
but, it was cool to look at them fall. (:
i miss the BIG BIG bubbles i used to blow.
those people who celebrated in the hall with me, i love!
mummy, malia, rosemary, suting, magdalene,
bballers in my class.
they made me roll in laughter (:

still din manage to like snap a shot of tenofus in red&white.
but ohwells (((: seen them anyway!
after the celebrations, i went out with mummy, gf, malia, jer.
went to watch the movie click.
okay, today is really a tearful day.
i cried so bad in the movie. NOT ONLY ME OKAY!
mummy, malia, jer cried too.
me and jer were laughing at each other for being silly.
BUT THE MOVIE WAS RLY TOUCHING. ))):
but.. it's quite sick la. =/

WENT OFF FOR SHOPPING AFTER THAT!
lalalas (: i bought... a halter, DRESS (((:, necklace!
mummy thinks im rich. im NOT okay.
just happened to have cash on me =x
met up with malay beng after that.
walked, stoned (without thinking), slacked.
then went off to TEEJAY! =D

watched the movie 'The Hope'.
the cruxification part was similar to Passion of Christ.
so you could see how the two idiots cried.
those two who watched Passion of Christ together.
im an idiot who cried cos i was cold. on the inside and outside.
HAHAHS. i love my talkabtanythingunderthesun partner.
i hope everything's going fine on your side.
hugs-
that's the only thing i can do to take away the cold feeling.
the cold feeling inside.
we have mo qi too aye? (:

i gave my dad and mum quite a shock when i reach home.
sorry =/
you've made me cry like i've never did before.
will you still love me in the morning?
forever&ever, babe. =DD

okays, the previous post was on the pictures i took!
with the TIARA family.
sheesh, i think im spending so much time with them,
that we're having TOO MUCH mo qi.
till it freaks us out.
i miss my telepathy partner though ):
she's still the best =D

today has been a GREAT day!
sold finished all the bears.
and rushed down for service.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIARA! my queen!
i love you la! (((:
i love having you in my life.
painting my nails and making me laugh (:

after all the celebrations and all,
me and sb popped over to charl's house.
they were SUPPOSED to study.
but we ended up cam whoring.
HAHAS. but it was real great fun and laughter.
been long since i laughed like that (:
i love my TIARA family.
OHS and they painted my nails. i felt so PAMPERED!
(((: beams- i love this wonderful day!


to you,
you know i miss you cos i alr told you so.
你在我的心里刻上了永久的门牌。
that's smth that i know for sure.
the permanent resident of my heart.
you alr have a house in there.
i miss those times of having fun and laughter,
times of two idiots singing and jumping,
times of quietness, letting Him fill the silence.
babyboy, i miss you.
sometimes i wonder if you miss me too.

STRICTLY PICTURES ONLY (((:

introducing to you the TIARA family (:
consisting of KIARA(charl), CIARA(me), XIARA(sb)!

the TIARA that everyone's fighting for =D
we all LOVE this cosy warm picture! snuggles-
im the BABY princess of this family.
and surprisingly the TALLEST.

things around have really made me think alot.
esp. the article that i did for my kou tou.
yang tai bian cheng le dian mian.
bu hui tong cai guai.

i know ppl are climbing up those steps.
i've been spending much time with cel (:
and im really glad in her growth!
and she knows that too! my lovely =D
oohs, and she sent me home. hahas.
and ended up taking a walk down my memory lane.
had a great girlaye talk with her.
i love my ROSEMARY la.
you say you dont know how to comfort me.
but the lil things that you do alr did. i love you la (:

yanhui! she sent me home this week too (:
in fact, today! we had a good talk on our way back.
im glad things are turning better for you.
i will make it HOT. i promise.
i will try my very best. and when you're tired,
we'l do the ge dou thing okay? (:

shhhhpartner. =D
thanks babygirl. for the smallest actions you did.
for just sharing. listening.
fantasticalest babe i've ever had.
those three words, a secret that all know. =D

i wished i was the reason of your smiles.
wished.

sorry babygirl. ):

i dont know what to say.
a hug could do wonders.
a word of comfort works too.
but it seems so hard.

there's a choked feeling.
but i promised i wont cry.