Hello! I am back again. Okie. i feel like sleeping now. now is like only 7++ is the night and i feel like sleeping. how nice. Haish. who ask me and jeral talk until 2am last night?

Today went out with Jeral. She and i both late ahx. Hahax. Went over to novena de long john then pass yu qian her xmas prezzie. Hoho. I got my fourth sylvester cat.

Nice. Then see Yu qian work. Hahax. She look quite farni. Seating beside us was a weirdo who kept looking here. Siao. Okie. nevermind. then went to shopp shopp at novena.

Yes. Went around finding swimsuit. ahahax. not for me. for Jeral. then went back to long john to say bye bye and head down to orchard. or rather far east.

Went to the bikini shopp. Hahax. Jeral went to try while i waited outside. she ended up buying the orange and brown bikini. $24.. yuppx.

then went to bugis. in search for bagg and tankini. Hoho. Managed to find her bagg and she not enuff $$ to buy tankini. Anyway, there arent very nice tankini.

and those nice ones cost like $68++?? Oh my gosh. Haish. yess. next year swimming. so decided to go home.. sianed. I was sianed cause i am broke.

but tomorrow there is horn chalet. hope that will cheer me up somehow. Haish and got bandd too. Sianed. nevermind. i believe God will make a great day for me. :) place ur faith in Him.

Do ur best and God will do the rest. :) :) ;) :) :) ;)


Hohoho! Merry Xmas everyone! It is sho late already but i am still not sleeping. Hahax. Cause i just came back from the north party. Not really just lahx. A while le.

North party was marvellous. Thank God for all the people who worked hard to make this happen! Woohoo! Hosts! Food comm! Sparklers comm! and etc. Great jobb guyx.

It started off with me and patricia being late. Once we arrived, i went with Magdalene to the stone bench to sit down and talk. Mag sadd. But she was okay later. :)

Then we went back and the hosts were simply great lahx. hadd lots of laughter in the air. Then we ate. Thank God for the CLs!! They were the ones serving us food! YEah! Thank HuiLi!

Oh yess. then later gift exchange. Hoho! I have many gifts and alot are food! Woo! I am going to grow fat this xmas! then we hadd caroling prac for 30 mins like that.

Then we sett off to thomson there! Caroled at the nearby terrace houses. Met quite a feww nice people and babies too.

Need to go off early so here i am, sitting in front of the comm. I just wanna thank God for all the brothers and sisters who were present! They really made a diff! NORTH LEADS THE WAY!!


Hohoho! Xmas is coming. I am counting down to xmas. 2 more days. Get ready ur presents.. Heeheex. I am too broke this year.. But i am writing postcards to everyone.

Hoho! Arent i nice? I am so sweet ritez? My words definately meant so much more than prezzies. Hahax. I went for service today. Am i guai?

I met Patricia and Xiao Shuo.. Never see they all for very longg le.. Pat still the same lahx. Still as talkative as ever. Hahax. And she is super farni lahx.

All her Malaysia exprience is super hao xiao. I almost died from laughing.. Xiao Shuo didnt change much except that she grew so much taller. Hoho. She said i grew too..

Then today service was simply just great. I suddenly realised how important it is to stay in contact with ur church mates. Because as much as God wants u to have a relationship with Him, he also want you to fellowship with His people.

I lurrve today's service. All the singing and stuff like that. I really repented today and asked God for forgiveness. Back sliding isnt a funn thing at all..

I am so glad that God has been a faithful God.. He has showered me with lurrve despite me rebelling against Him. I lurrve Him.. And Christianity is all about wadd God has done for you.

Heyyx. I am sho excited bout next yr sec ones. Hahax. Wonder who will come into band horr. Okay enuff of my crapp. I shall go update fanfic. See ya. And MERRY XMAS!


Hohoho! I am here.. Xmas is coming worr. prepare ur presents and give them to me. Hahax. :) Today is such a longgg day. Literally long. Hadd band in the morning.

Haish. I failed the audition. Hahax. But today sir is like super good mood then never scold us. Somemore still give us break. All thanks to Rachel. Rachel is our section de debater..

Everyone else passed. Okie. Lydia and I failed lahx. But sir say still got one more. So he call us to practise harder. Of course i will lahx. :) Gambatte nehx.

But it was quite funn lahx. Sir was adding humor here and there. :) Okie. Then after band, Lydia go home with me to take money.. But i forgot my keyys. -__- asked daddy to help me open door.

then proceeded to city hall with lydia to take $$. then go orchard shopp. Bought quite a few prezzies. Now need to start writing postcardds. Hohoho.. People. Get ready to receive..

:) Came home and i slept. From 6 to 10 without eating dinner. I super pro. But then i now super awake. Okay all my fault. Hahax. sorry lahx. too tired. :*(

I am quite proud of myself. I completed half of my homework. Still got geog, history and lit left. But i will gambatte de. U all out there who haven started better start. Time is running out.. OKie gtg.


Hohoho!! deLegion rawkx! Now deLegion [MSN group fer Sly] has more than 1000 members! Wee..! deLegion rawkx sia!! And somemore all the members super ke aii..

Sly fannx. Mux join deLegion worr.. heex. okie. enough of my crapp..life has been okay for me.. :) I want to go countdown at Sentosa. Many deLegion peepx are going too..

But dunn think mummy and daddy would allow. Sobx. Never mind.. Have been practising my french hornn. I sound worse than last time. Never mind. I am not going to give up.

I hope cann get into SYF bahx. I dunnoe. :( but they say sir is super strict. How?! Haish.. Pray pray pray. The only thing i cann do is pray and ask God daddy to help me..


Oh yeahh. I am finally cann hear the songg. I realised that Sly sing nicer than Taufik. As in so much nicer. :) For the songg i dream.. I am now in chatroom. super funny..

All the Sly fanns are simply so ke aii. They all are now talking about Sly and Daphne at Junction 8 together. If they are together, it will be a gd thing oso lahx. They so ke aii.

:):):):) I am smiling. I have finished one fanfic. Two more to go. Should i retire? Dunno. Sly sly sly.. Haix. So long never see him le. the idol fever is still in me.

I am sure it is still in many ppl. Haix. How i wish singapore idol never ended. and we would still be crazie over all the idols. Haix. :(:(:(:(:(:( never mind. alyssa!! U are here! U are super fast.. :)


OKie i changed my template. Ahahahax. I carn hear the song though. I think my com is getting older and it is dying. Doesnt matter. I will be changing it soon.

Well, yesterday i bought myself a sylvester soft toy. Ahahax. It looked so ke ai. I placed it beside my com so that it cann see me update its fanfic.

Heex. I put all my posters up at that small little intro box there. So u all cann go see my art works.. :) I dream. I am dreaming now. Haix..

I am hungry but too lazy to go down to buyy food. Anyway, i didnt have audition. Yuppx. Audi next week i think. I borrowed horn home to practise. Hope i cann get in.

Wish me luck people. And i just hope that i will be able to finish all my fanfics before school reopens or else die le.. Go read my fanfic and comment it kk? :) cheers.


Heeyxx. I created 3 posters in a go. Phew. Tired sia. Hahax. Well, tomorrow is the auditin for SYF. I cann just go and bang the wall le lahx. I got like one week never go band prac le.

All those out there. U all better pray that i will pass it okie? I very scared lei. Somemore in front of sir lei. I will just freak and die in front of him.

Haix. Nevermind. I believe that God will help me. Anyway, pat, if u are reading this, happiness is rare but u have got to admit that there is happiness because u were once happy.

And if u have forgotten the feeling of happiness, i will help u remember it when u come back kk? Pat is finally coming back to Spore. :) Great. Finally someone to exercise with me. :)



Oh yeah!!! So many things happened. My legg still hurts. And i poned tuition. How nice. Hahax. Well, i started a fanfic jux for my dear Wanning. Hahax. I feel so wei da.

No lahx. Jux kidding. It is on Selina and Jay. Go and support kk? And i think i will start another fanfic on Sylvester and Daphne. Okay. I have alot of fanfic le. But i wanna to start somemore..

How?? Haix. I guess i have too much brain juices le hor.. Then dunnoe how to use then use in fanfic. Anyway, Inez ho?? I didnt know there is someone who has the same name as me.




HarLowx! I am back from the camp! Hahax. Well, camp was super funn. With all the playings and sister night. Although everyone is very tired, but i am sure everyone enjoyed it.

Met quite alot of new faces. seems like i really very long never go church le. Hahax. Well, but i fell down during the games. Sort of like kneel down in front of Teresa. Hahax.

Now my knee hurts. Sobx. But it is better than all the other injuries. I think the teachings were gr8 lahx. :) motivated. i was oso motivated by priscilla.

yuppx. sorry Lord, many a times, i often brush away Your hand. Not wanting to receive Your help and wants to do everything myself. But now i realise, without You, everything is impossible.


Heyy!! I am back! I have recovered from my illness le. which means, i am going for band tomorrow. hahax. miss me? seriously, i am getting bored staying at home.

but i gave birth to another fanfic. hahax. i am seriously fanfic crazie.. i completed the one on sly and daph. the second one is oso on sly and daph. ahahx.

lurrve them. well, i am changing template very soon. bored of this template le. oh yarrh. saw pooney and shepherd todae!!

shepherd look funny with her new hair. hahax. sin hung looks nice!!! hahax. they brought me my new prezzie. and my new bible!!

inside my new bible, there are greetings from everyone! weee. thx ppl! so now u all will accompany me while i am having quiet time. :) lurrve ya!! ;)


Alrite i am pissed. Some stupid person commented at my fanfic and said that i copied the forewords from someone. And that stupid idiot said even toddlers could read my fanfic.

Fine! I admit my english is poor! Lalala! I am jux pissed! U all can jux ignore this post! But i seriously feel like killing the stupid darn person now!

For goodness sake, have u ever heard of someone checking a dictionary while writing a fanfic? Well, he said he wanted to do that. Alrite. I am offically pissed!

Idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ah choo! *sniffs* i should seriously go and do something about my health. I am goin to turn into ruldolf the redd nose reindeer. Haix.

Missing band again. I really cannot afford to miss any more band pracs. I need to go. I have to go. haix. but i am jux not getting any better.

That is the problem. I think the doctor cheat me money sia. The medicine i almost eat finish le but then i am still not getting better. Stupid doc!

Stayed at home the whole day and was sniffing away. It is such a badd thing to be sick. I hate falling sick. pray for me everyone out there. :)


Tomorrow there is band again. Fall in at 10.45. Haix. I dunno why but i jux seem to be dreading band more and more. Heard alot from other peepx about band camp day II..

I am sure gonna miss all the Sec 4s. Sobx. I dun believe this. A year has jux flew past and if u ask me what have i accomplished this year, i realised i haven accomplised anything.

How i wish everything would jux rewind itself. Wadd would it be like if i were in a different school? A mixed school? But no matter wad, there isnt a retake in life.

Jux now i was lying on my bed thinking about everything. Everything that has happened. Everytime i feel that i am close to u, but the next second u jux seem so far away from me.

When i needed someone to talk to. U always seem to be there for me but yet i cant hugg u. I realised this year has jux passed too quickly. Some memories have flown away and never come back.


Oh mann. i am suffering from a terrible headache and fever. Todae is my burfdae!! yeah! Happy burfdae to me! Hahax. But it was a sickly one.

Went out with papa and mama the whole day. Tried to asked if i could go somewhere else but no. Haix. I am feeling so sick now. Cann die anytime.

Head hurts so much. Chest hurts so much. Everywhere hurts. Maybe it is God's way of telling me to take a break. It has been a long time since i spent time with my parents and Him.

Was practically sleeping the whole night. woke up at ard 8++, couldnt stand it. Tomorrow i will try to make it to the student conference but i seem to be getting worse.

God, perform a miracle on me and make me well tomorrow so that i can go for the student conference. Shepherd is back! People in church sang me a burfdae song and prayed for me over the phone.

Sho touched. Lurrve ya and of course not forgetting those who called and smsed me. And tagged me and my readers of my fanfic. I feel so lurrved. :):):):):):):):)


Everything ended tonight. Taufik Batisah is the First Spore Idol. Well, I dunno wadd should i say. I am sadd for Sylvester.

I think he really did his best today. He really rawk on stage. It was the best performance put up by him. although he didnt win, but i am sure, he will have a bright future in this music industry.

Todae i was quite a good ger. I mopped the whole house and i packed my stuff and i did my science homework. Tomorrow will be my bdae.

Or rather todae is my bdae. I am so touched that my dad specially took leave to celebrate with me. Woohoo. But i am still sadd cox that would mean i cant go for the student conference.

Sorry people. I really cant make it. But i will go on 3rd kk?? At least i will try. Sylvester Sim. This person is a person that pursue his dream with a SMILE!! Hahax. cute comment by Ken.

Ken was nice todae. All the judges were nice todae. I think they scared if they say something badd, they wun be able to walk out of indoor stadium alive. hahax.

Olinda is so playful. Hahax. She is cute. Everyone was cute. I will miss all these. All the crazy little thing we do to see the idols. Haix. Daphne. Another cutie pie.

Singapore rawkx!! WoohoO! *huggs all the idols* weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...... Hahax. I shall jux go and sleep and dream of me and sly.. Nites.