we're happy together. x)
hahahas. dogs that are linked mentally and physically.
lovelove. <3

now for today.
at ard 1030 in the morning.
i was still lazing ard on my bed.
and then my hp vibrated.
"who is the idiot who call me at this hour?"
tskk. so it was my ever so nice de darling.
>.<
and there we go.
out to MOS to study.
fun day out with her.
although someone went mad taking photos with MY phone.
just cause my phone got black and white.
tsk. and demanded that i send her all the photos.
after studying, someone nice sent me home.
finally know how to go my house.
toilet-trained dog refuses to go into my house.
teehees. x) ohwells.
i love my darling. thanks for today.
fun day out. WHEES.
(not to mention. i went mad. laughing non-stop)
ALL THANKS TO NIGEL !!
alrights. i shall go do my homework. x)
manymanylove.

okays. let's post about yesterday first.
nakamura girls. !!
OH MY ! they so ROCK la.
i love i love them okays !
although the double bass person look very fierce.
but.... their music is like woohoo !!
it blows you off your chair.
small band with LOUD music.
i mean it. they totally rocked.
and their dancing is like cute la.
they rly rocked. lovelove.
abit de ke ai can. abit only lor. x)
having so much fun grooving to the music.
woots. nice.
forgot to mention.
the red flower isnt dying.
cause i treated it with tender loving care.
i love the flower.
i love the person who gave me the flower too. x)
although she doesnt love me. tskk. x( heh.
then after concert went back home.
hahahas. thank you pretty boy for sending me home.
and pls dont get freaked out by my lift.
hahahas. so gu niang la you. tskk.
okays. yesterday was rather high and fun.
i love the horn section outing toos.
pls let everyday of 2006 be as fun as this.

tanning was alright i guess.
just that i din rly get tanned.
ohwells. great time spent at the beach though.
x) fun fun.
but according to manyu,
i was being NOISY. ohwells.
she and her logic.
-claps.
regina is giving me her physics notes.
yaye. !!
relatively HIGH now.
for the time being.
i LOVE my SPECIAL one. x)
i made you smile. i know you'll make me smile too.
my ever so SPECIAL one.
have fun at disneyland. (:

going tanning later with manyu.
and i'm not aslp yet.
i dont feel like slping tonight.
okays. i'm talking rubbish again.
know something?
i realise my energizer do works.
hahas. first time it ever worked.
thanks energizer. rmb to charge yourself.
i may need you anytime. x)
my manyu rocks too.
making me laugh with all her silly antics.
i'm gonna smile thru the night.
even when i'm dreaming.
oohs. i bought clothes today.
one brown top. one skirt. slippers. shoes.
woots. seventy bucks GONE. POOF.
i'm GREAT.
alrights. off to bed now.
manymanyLOVE. <3

i want to run.
i want to hide.
i want to do everything i can to escape from this world.
can you make me disappear?
it wont make a difference anyway.

-sighs.
i'm feeling low again.

sighs.
i cant go into that zaobao website.
my chinese articles HOW?
ERG. fustrated.
nevermind. might as well dont do.
)x really not in the mood anyway.
hiaks.
i want time to stay at the moment of fun.
last night. spray party.
darling !! where're you?
i need some charging. ):

kays.
merry christmas everyone.
x) today was a fruitful day i guess?
went back to church after backsliding so long.
x) and the sermon was about coming home.
i guess i've been drifting for too long.
it's time i go home to God.
thank you Lord for giving me such a good time at service today.
---
after church went to loiter ard a lil.
then headed down to bishan to meet darling they all.
x) fun fun.
this is when the fun really begins.
woohoos.
went to nigel's friend's house.
ate dinner there.
we were practically stoning in the room.
for a long long time.
then 9 plus headed down to town.
woots. many many ppl. x(
some irritating ppl just have to PUSH.
ERG. irritating la. -flipseyes.
then went to hide in taka there.
kays. after that was snowFIGHT.
woohoos !! it really rocked la.
although i keep on getting sprayed on.
but FUN. x) lovelove.
kays. now to thank all those ppl who made my day.
---
darling !! x)
you did a great job in protecting me.
hehs. i think we look very wrong today.
hohohos. oh wells. wrong for a day.
honey loves darling loads. lovelove.
i'll make your lips defy gravity.
---
yong en !!
fun time laughing ard with nigel.
and i love your present cause got CHOCS.
we shall go celebrate new yr together toos.
---
peiting !!
my tall partner.
we can breathe more EASILY. x)
hope your eyes are fine now.
and turn off your running tap. (:
---
nigel !!
my laughing partner.
i just stare at you and i can laugh.
thanks for making me laugh the whole night thru.
---
hong chow !!
pretty boy.
hahahas. someone who squeezed thru the crowd shouting.
x) borrowed my spray and spray on ME.
TSK. how ungentleman.
---
okays. to the rest whom i dont know.
yall still made my day. x)
including all the nice ppl who say merry xmas to me.
and all those strangers.
but except all those who sprayed at my eyes !!
thanks to those who sent me sms toos. love.
inezlau is truly satisfied today. x)
iLOVEyouguysLOADS.
merry CHRISTmas once again. !!

i'm getting REAL bored.
): decomposing away.

-cuddles closer to myself.
i'm feeling cold now.
is it me or is it the weather?
hug me tight and never let me go.
will you?
i guess not.

went shopping today.
feel so sinful kay.
eighty three bucks just gone in POOF.
woohoo. inezlau is a great great spender.
tiffanywong bought inezlau something.
something which inezlau must smile at everyday.
xmas presents is almost ready.
the cards are not though.
still need to prepare cards.
and somemore gifts.
some are not done yet.
kays. off to wrap my presents now.
and time to isolate myself too.

i'm losing my way in this big city.
i'm losing myself in this never ending crowd.
tell me where i'll find myself alright?
i really want to get inezlau back in my life.
and kick my clone away.
TIFFANY WONG !!
we'll both kick our clone and mask away alrights?
i hope i'll have the strength to kick it away.
i really hope so.

firstly let me apologise to my beloved daughter.
SORRY SORRY SORRY my SPECIAL person.
really really sorry.
oops. i made my beloved daughter wait for one hr.
x( really really sorry.
but HEY ! i treated her to the movies alrights.
nice ME rights? and i arrived at cine earlier than her.
TSK. she's the QUEEN kong.
cause she thinks that kingkong is very sweet.
i think so too.
the two of us cried at the end of the movie la.
too touching le. -sobs.
TSK. hahahas. i think is we too emo. x)
after movies went to meet arfarf, yongen and peiting.
they were at mango SHOPPING.
they bought many many things.
but apparently arfarf was broke after buying a bag.
and i suanned her.
me and arfarf sent yun home then went back to meet them.
then we headed down to bugis for MORE shopping.
hohohos. met hong chow and nigel there.
TSK. the two GU NIANGs of the day.
they make me laugh la. heh heh. (:
they were the maria of the day toos.
help us to carry our bags while we girls shop.
woots. we're training them to be perfect boyfriends.
hahahas. i bought a belt and shirt todays.
that's all.
after much shopping, arfarf and boss went off to town.
then the rest of us went for dinner.
hahahaas. laughing at dinner toos.
fun fun day out.
but did you see my unhappy side?
i bet you din.

teach me how to smile will you?
i've forgotten how.
maybe i never knew how.

pffft.
today's performance is damn screwed.
i dont want to talk about it.
okay. we're disappointing i know.
you're really really disgusting know.

i've been thinking about many things.
how inezlau have changed so much.
in cedar, i've become so neutral about things.
or rather numbed.
is it a good thing or a bad thing?
when you're numbed, no one can hurt you anymore.
cause you wont feel the pain.
but on the contary, i'm beginning to cry more easily.
TSK. inezlau. your life is so contradicting.
yes i know.
tears dropped for you are not worth it.
not worth it at all.
i want to break free.
break free from all of this.
the world is too complex for me.
please allow me to hide from the world.
dont bother finding the real me alrights?
no one will bother anyway. stop deceiving yourself inezlau.
just for a while. a short while.
i'll put up my clone. a smiling one.

who do you think you are?
i dont need you in my life la.
go away.
nevermind. forget it.
just one of my usual rantings.
nobody cares anyway.

kays. today was a real bad day i guess?
but at least i completed my chem homework.
so yep.
but i lost my wallet in the process.
oh wow inezlau.
you're so great. i'm proud of you.
thanks lichu. (: for pei-ing me to go look for it.
thanks arfarf. for showing that you cared. (:
i know my smile will be back with you ard.
thanks geena. i heard your voice over the phone. (:
thanks jer`. for listening to my rants.
kays.

great hopes come with great disappointment yea?
agrees.

oh goodness.
i'm feeling groggy.
cause i just woke up.
hehs. (: slept at 7 pm?
the whole world is spinning mans.
okays. today's band was rubbish.
i dont like it.
you said we deproved.
but were you there to help us improve?
no. you were gone with the wind la.
so are you in the right position to say anything?
somehow no.
oh wells. i cant be bothered to complain.
i know i put in my best already.
and that's that
---
AFTER BAND !!
went out with my dearest arfarf. (:
she's arfarf and i'm arf.
how we decide?
scissors paper stone.
>.< we were like 'where to go?'
then we decided that we shall go wherever our legs bring us.
which is MARINA SQUARE.
and we went to eat changing appetites.
NICE CURRY !! woohoos. (:
i'm a fast eater.
was staring at arfarf eating. (:
heh hehs.
and we walked ard.
and went to suntec toos.
walked walked and walked.
and sat down for some COFFEE !!
caffaine to wake US up.
started taking many many photos.
and i sent arfarf to outram and waited for the train with her.
then walked home from there.
i'm sweet aint i.
at least i bothered kay !! arfarf pls be HONOURED. (:
lovely day out.
and i want my arfarf to stay happy kay.
i love the happy happy arfarf.
i love pampering the sad arfarf.
i love honging the angry arfarf.
conclusion?
i love arfarf no matter what. (: manyLOVE. <3
us and the many many photos we took. (: <3

it's late early.
and i'm still here only.
i guess i really dont have the mood to do anything.
even to sleep.
another reason is that i'm charging my ipod.
freak. got to let it finish charging.
learn how to treasure after you've lost it.
what's with me?
i dont know.
i'm just rambling away. if you din realise.

loss of words.
i no longer know what to say to you.
we've drifted further than we thought.

lalalas. i'm feeling much much better now.
with much nagging from my darling.
hahahas. so i'm in the mood to blog now. (:
today went out with lx, yh and mj.
sylvia is supposed to go but she din in the end.
met up with yh earlier cause we wanted to eat SAKAE.
lalalas. -munch munch. i think i'm growing into a pig.
maybe i'm one. eh. no. i'm a doggie. arf !
then we went to safra to play bowling.
whees. i think my bowling sucks la.
basically, i'm a big ball idiot.
you can know that from the way i dodge bball. (:
and i went to play swing.
and kana scolded by the dont know who la.
cause it's supposedly for under twelves.
oh wells. nevermind.
and we went to play POOL too !!
lalalas. i'm getting proer at it.
and i'm loving it. cause i'm good at small balls.
lalalas. (: then we went to eat all the snacks ard tiong bahru plaza.
and yh went off first.
oh yes. we were making a fool out of ourselves in the time being while waiting for yh's daddy.
(:
then we went shopping around.
and ate more food. (:
i spent all my money on food i guess.
oh wells.
quality time spent. (:
was quite glad i guess.
but if only you saw through my facade.

my stomach feels squirmy.
uncomfortable feeling.
i dont like it. like washing machine.
-frowns. i feel like puking. ):

tralalas.
have been staying at home these few days.
dont feel like working already.
(: cause there're only a few weeks left till school reopens.
enjoy time. (:
'm missing rum.
we still remembered our xmas date. (:
when i'll be in green and she'll be in red. x)
not in the mood to update.
someone get me high please.

hey hey !!
today was a rather good day la.
can say i enjoy myself.
met up with yh, lx and bacteria for kboxing.
woohoos.
was quite low during the whole time.
until the end part.
where we got high. very HIGH.
(: woohoo. fun fun !!
and then we went ps.
to find my darling and my nuer.
(: went to disturb them.
after which they went for movie.
and we went roaming ard.
until yh had to go off for her weiqi class.
then we went to carefour and made a FOOL out of ourselves.
(: i was skate scooting around.
-laughs. deprived childhood.
lalalals. and they were playing with balls.
-grins. darling and nuer came to find us.
hang ard and wanted to go home
but ended up at pizza hut eating drumlets.
OOH! i got my xmas gift le.
WHIPPED CREAM !! (:
woohoos many LOVE !
---
i'm just narrating my life.
i know. cant help it.
i lead a boring life.

tried to not think about it.
but you.
did not even bother to apologise.
i'm hurting so much cause you were ever once so impt.
but i guess.
now i'll just live on without you.

woohoos.
back from wenn's chalet.
(: bbq was fun and the food is nice toos.
let's start narrating the story.
i woke up at 1027 when i'm supposed to leave house at 1045.
call me the greatest mans.
all thanks to my lazing ard skills.
hehs. and i was late for 4 mins.
then me and tiffany went to wait for the bus.
but apparently, it took damn long.
so guess what.
do the tai tai hand gesture and FLAG A CAB. (:
hahahas.
and then went to meet up with them.
we ate 'steamboat'.
and then wenn, geena and ting went to brush their teeth.
finally !! after receiving my toothpaste.
(: i'm their saviour mans.
hahahahas.
laze ard and went out to find a bike rental shop.
gosh. we walked damn FAR la.
): leg pain.
first me and tiffany roller bladed. (:
hahhas.then i sat double bike with geena.
ohh gosh. the two of us cant balance at first.
and it was darling/twinne to the recuse.
hahahas. laughs. hilarious sight.
and then we went back feeling so sticky la.
eeyur. okays. then played some cards.
and lazed ard abit.
played monopoly !!
and wenn's friend, hong chow is so generous.
offered to give me 5000 dollars. (:
then started preparing food.
then meow king came. (: as usual smack butt time.
the two of us were fighting again.
then started the fire.
and i prepared the drink.
i was sorta geena's maria for the day. (:
and lily is EVERYONE'S maria.
(: whees.
---
bbq time !!
our aluminium foil caught fire.
goodness me.
the whole place like genting la. !!
hahahas. but it was fun.
the food was rather nice.
and i think i make nice marshmellows.
geena like my marshmellow.
meow king ate toos.
so did many others. (:
the marinated chicken is yummy !!
lovelove. (: so is the fish.
many many nice food ard.
oohs. pretty ghost(joey) and gu niang(siewboon) finally came.
after eating we sang bday song for darling.
and she cut the cake with a CHOPPER !!
goodness. and lily went crazy with the chopper.
HELP !!
hahas. i escaped from her clutches.
then we went in and started playing cards.
and laze ard again.
hahahas.
after which i went home at ard 11 plus.
darling sent me off. (she was alrdy at the gate)
cause she sent the guys off earlier.
darling is sweet. (:
i am missing her. ): -frowns.
WHERE'S MY DARLING?!
ohwells. (: today xin ku my darling le.
-hugstight.
tiffany wong went off early. ):
kays. gotta slp now.
missing you darling. (:
and the-person-i'm-supposed-to-love-alot. (:

okays ...
i din update on my birthday.
quite an eventful birthday this year.
-shrugs.
people close to me should know.
okays. shall not comment on it.
too disappointed to.
oh wells.
thanks to TIFFANY WONG !
she's the first to wish me.
called me although she was online.
silly but sweet. (:
and MY DARLING !!
ever so sweet. (: was the first to send sms.
imissyou darling.
and following on.
sarah. wenyi. yanhui. germaine.
and many more to be mentioned.
and not forgetting those who tagged.
i see your tags.
OH YES ! and my dearest RUM !
i MISS you BADLY !! ):
thanks for sending me the msg.
although you fell asleep already.
(: love you LOADS.
---
i love my presents.
i'll love whatever anyone gives me.
cause it contains thought and effort.
LOVELOVE <3
okays. my birthday wasnt entirely happy.
but thanks to tiffany wong.
she pei-ed me on my lonely birthday.
and darling for cheering me up.
(: i love them. -hugs.

many things happened.
and i din blog.
cause was too physically tired to update.
hahahs. with all the band camp and work.
): i lead a sad life.
but HEY ! band camp was fun !!
cause of a certain SOMEBODY !! (:
hahahs. oh wells.
where's my aff aff partner?
-looksard. hehs. (:
---
let's talk about band camp. (i know it's outdated le)
hahhas. damn fun la. but tiring. my fellow hostages. we were being caught.
and luckily i was found. (:
lydia and alicia died. hahahs.

we're being tortured during the time when we were kidnapped.

):

me and LICHU! my ke ai de meimei. (:

i miss catching up with her. CHINGHONG !! fellow weijian fan !! woohoo !
hahahas. us and the kidnapper.

who's the kidnapper you ask?

it's the one getting beaten up. siying la .

(:

---
hahahs. still got many more photos.

but cant be bothered to upload more.

hahahs. i got so many photos all thanks to CHING HONG !

and her beloved cool camera. (:

tralalas.

okays. update later.

AND AND !! tmr's a special day. (:

looking forward.