The 2 kiddos that went with me for SKM finals (:
U is for URSA. U-R-S-A URSA.

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I swear this is the most interesting thing that I have ever typed in my whole entire life. (: I think I am like so tired till I created this lame shit up to make myself happier. HAHAs. Today was just a wake up late, stone in front of the television, then go out day.

Went down to support the VJ Knights in the evening (: Became their loyal supporter after Boyfriend joined. HA HA HAS! :D Great job guys! I am sure you all did yourself proud! And we are proud of you! Really really (:


I guess, the main highlight of the show was the guest performance by Bangkok University. They totally swept the crowd away man! Oh my god. It was a total eye opener can. The way they go up on stunts and come down is just so extraordinary and high level man. Can't wait for a Singapore team to be of the same standard (:

I am waiting for Boyfriend to come online to share the joy of watching BU with him! :D


Okay, off to watch videos and plan for studying :D


sigh. i miss my boyfriend.

Thank God it's Friday. Seriously.

I am like so tired now, with every single muscle within my body screaming out to me to get to bed and hurry take a break from it all. But I am just too stubborn to succumb to tiredness. Sigh. What a bull I am.

Life's too short for you to mope around feeling sad.

Decided to take a stand to ignore people who are just not worth my attention and all. Just so that I do not waste my energy getting angry, upset, pissed, irritated at them.

I'd very much rather transfer the energy to my loved ones.


Yanhui's pictures brought laughter to my tired night. Check it out on Facebook (I think it will be up soon) My vampire looking pictures.

Friends, have the ability to make you smile ever so brilliantly.
We all look so contented and satisfied with the company (:
Looking at my Facebook pictures, I really need to become prettier damn it. Need to get rid of my dark eyebags, need to be less unglam, need to be more camera friendly (i suck in digital camera pictures with the exception of weisheng's). it totally sucks when you are like having a damn bad day and see ugly pictures of yourself ): life sucks. totally.


I am trying my best to like not sleep in the afternoon so that I can get my normal cycle back. Aye, it's tough but I'm trying. At least I only slept for 2 hours in the afternoon today as compared to my usual 4 hours nap.

US trip is coming, totally not prepared. Don't know what to wear there. Online spree-ing craze is back again. Worried that they might arrive when I am overseas. Sucks big time. Shit man. ): I am like damn grouchy and all now cos like I don't know. Just feel so unprepared and just feel like pulling out but the money will just all disappear.


Quoted from Poline, this other girl who's going along with me, "We only have 2 options - pray that something big happens within this 2 weeks, or pray that nothing happens while we're there". I would hate to be quarantined okay.


Okay contemplating whether to get my dresses and all. Choices. ):


I hate looking fugly.

Sometimes, I am really glad to have Boyfriend as my boyfriend.

Though he may not be the best around in others' eyes, though he may not be perpetually there for me due to the vast distance between us, though he may not necessarily be the most sensitive creature in the world, at the very least he isn't doing things that will hurt me real bad.

Thank God for him. (:

And I honestly hope, we will last.


It sucks to have low self esteem and feel that you're less beautiful than others.

I am so tired now but I am still going to blog.

We freaking won music fest - MV section! :D

Though the music fest totally just brightened up my night and made me much more happy, but then my day was totally effing screwed. Because of this fucking bastard who just wants things his way. Like what the hell. If you do not give me clear instructions on what to do and just depend on "decency" to go find you, I am sorry you found the wrong person.

You dare accuse me of being irresponsible and all, but what about you. Just look at you. You, being older and supposedly more mature than me, also forgot all about it and did NOT mention anything to me for the past month when you saw me along the corridors.

So isn't it like a DUH thing that I thought it didn't concern me?


Like don't use your fucking old age as something to use against me because I do not think that you have a higher EQ than me in any way. If you think that I will sway away from looking at your eyes, presumely cos I am like guilty or whatever, sorry, I will not. Cos I so do not think that it is my fault and I don't see why I should not be able to look you in the eye.

Don't think just because you are older means that you have the authority to not respect students. Like what the fuck? Go get a fucking life and stop being such an anal bastard la. Can't you tell that you are alone most of the time? And that you only have one pathetic "friend" who's willing to sit and eat with you. Can't you tell that that's a freaking sign that you are so not popular in school?


Stop thinking that you are damn funny when you are like just good at telling lame jokes. Okay wait, you are not even good at telling lame jokes. you are just like a fucking screwed up person.

Okay, I just maintained the fire in me so that I could blog about it when I reach home.


Now, I am just damn freaking tired and I just want to go rest my aching muscles and tired body. But I want to talk to Boyfriend for a while. I had a bad day, and Boyfriend's not understanding it. I am damn ... i dont know.

bye world.


Freaking hell. I cannot decide whether I should go over to US not ): Stupid thing, they should just cancel it / make it compulsory for me to go so that I don't need to fret about making a choice. Sulks-

Daddy says 2/3 of US is down with Influenza A H1N1 (sound so pro) so I should not go.

The news just said that the situation is stabilizing and Singapore is going from orange to yellow in this week..

Hmmm.. choices.


Credits to my uncle and aunt for appearing here (:

I think I love capturing the smiles on people's faces on my camera but I don't know why people just can't seem to capture the smile on my face in their camera. ): sulks- But it's okay! I just like to see people smile!

Even though sometimes effort goes unnoticed..


Looking at this picture that I took during a wedding dinner reminds me of the song that was played in Money No Enough II. People who know Hokkien should go listen to the song 家后 by 江惠. It is super touching and it makes me cry ): It totally just brings out the faithfulness of the wife please.

Oh, and I was thinking about my past birthdays [due to the recent 18th birthday of Tiffany Wong] and I was thinking about how my 18th would be. Somehow, maybe it will be as screwed as the rest of my birthdays.


It sucks to have birthdays in the holidays.

Surprises are never there, other than the very memorable one of having someone pop up at my doorstep on 12 midnight itself. C:


Okay, enough said. No wish to get expectations high again.


Go listen to the song NOWWW :D


Despite an angsty post below, here's a dedicated post to.... TIFFANY WONG!

HAPPY EXCITING EIGHTEEN MANYU! :D

This post is going to be filled with words and no pictures, no because I have no sincerity but simply because the laptop that has all my pictures has already crashed, sadly. So please don't be angry okay my love :D

Five years have passed us.

In the past five years, I have many friends that come and go. I am sure the same applies to you. But one thing that really remained constant in my life was you. (: No matter how busy we are with our work, or how irritated we are with band, we will always make time and effort to see the smile on each other's faces. (:

It has always been you who was with me when people pangseh me for birthdays, when people upset me with their behaviour and when people do not cherish me enough. You always stepped forward to show me that you still care. There's still you in my life.

Thanks for showing that you care.


I think I have mentioned like seriously a lot of times in my blog that, it is not easy to be my friend. The amount of tolerance that you need is crazy. But just as we were discussing the other time, only true friends will tolerate every single irritating part of you and make sure they point it out so that you will change (:

Thank you for being so tolerating.


During the Cedar days, once I start crying, everyone would be too scared to approach me cos of my dao face I guess. But never once did you shun away from me when i needed a shoulder to lean on, when I needed someone to hear me out or when I just simply need someone to be there beside me, making sure that I am fine. No one will be 100% there for another all the time. But all I can say is, when I am upset, you are definitely one that I will think of for support.

Thanks for just being there.


Sometimes when things get a little busy in JC life, and we don't get to meet so often, don't think that you are forgotten. Because never will I have a friend like you (: Our strange friendship started from Sec1 when I was your godma and it proceeded on to talkable friends then to band mates and to good friends.

Thank God for you.


On this very special day that God created you, I would just like to tell you that, I will be here for you just as how you had been there for me all these while throughout the five years (: Just as you said, you are just a message away (: So when you are feeling a little emo elmo, just remember, I am also just a message away (:



Lastly, just wanna tell you that I LOVE YOU MANY MANY MUCH MUCH and thanks for being your irritating and whiney and pouty and fierce and noisy and high BUT NICE self (:

Happy Birthday dear (:

Warning: This is going to be a very wordy and boring and ranty post.

Feeling damn irritated these few days due to my damn irritating cramps that come along everytime I have my period. I swear I wanted to take out my womb everytime my period comes along. So damn pain please. ):

Okay, shall insert in a happy situation first. Met up with Tiffany to study on Labour Day and met J and xyz cos of coincidence. It wasn't a fruitful studying trip for SATs. but nonetheless, I sitll enjoyed myself bitching to Tiffy (: Love you babe! :D

Okay and I have been unable to upload our zilian pictures for that day because... MY FREAKING LAPTOP CRASHED ON ME WHEN IT IS LIKE LESS THAN A YEAR OLD. OMGOMGOMG. and the person said that is highly likely that my hard disk has a problem. OMG. what the hell. I haven back up a lot of my photos okay. I totally want all my camwhore photos and my boyfriend doesn't seem to get this point and doesn't understand why am i so upset over a laptop ): sulks-


I am going to bring my laptop down to Toshiba and hopefully I am able to back up some of my pictures Please Please Please. Omg. Help me ):


SATs today was .. alright I guess? But my standard of english is not high enough to be absolutely sure that I got all my answers correct and I tell you, I totally embarrassed myself by having some wrong concept of the marking system. Ask me and I will tell you ):

Time to insert another happy thing. Don't make my life seem so sad. I had lunch with Daming and tansusu (: at Jack's Place. Although the food wasn't good and I was cramping like mad half the time, the company was awesome. I am absolutely sure they feel the same too BECAUSE .. daming was laughing at how similar me and tansusu are all the time.! crazy!

Had fun talking to Daming when she sent me to the MRT station (: I swear it is my friends who pamper me like shits lo! just whine a bit and she walked me all the way to the MRT (: YAYE! happy (: [Boyfriend, I know you pamper me too! Don't jealous kay!]



To end my past few days, it was a moody and moodswingy week with random bits of happiness here and there (:

I NEED TO GET MY LAPPY FIXED ):