simei, inez and deborah (:
fixing the bits and pieces of the puzzle together!
Cheerful Charlotte, Rocking Rachel, Irritating Inez! :D
Crazy Cedarians!

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There's just this crazy special bond among Cedarians,

that outsides wouldn't understand. (:

Thank you lovelys for trying so hard to cheer me up :D

Yall are the best that I can find ♥

Today was a long day man.

Ended school at like 525 with PE being the last lesson.

Hmmmm, actually din really pay attention in lessons today.

Was more focused on doing the OGLs' stuff.

Ummm, then went down for OG bbq! :D

The initial part was filled with Audrey and Rachel's beatboxing.

And Darren sharing his songs with us.

Oh, and we played Bridge for a while on the stone table.

When the bbq officially started, there were some hiccups here and there.

Sorry to Iryon, if I scared yall. -.- oops.

Heehee. But yeah. (: I got high-er towards the end of the bbq.

I don't like the feeling of putting in so much effort,

and there's no one at the receiving end.

That was the conclusion that I got at the end of today.

Shall fast forward through the bbq part,

cos I'll upload more pictures and let the pictures do the talking.

Now something set me into thinking.

Two people told me that they think there's smth going on b/w me and -.

Shall not name names.

Ummm, but I just treat my closer guy friends, as girls. -.-

sounds wrong but true!

Ohwells, I told them something,

my life is too interesting to stop and fret about what others think about me.

As long as my friends and You understand, it's fine.

If you want to gossip about me, so be it la.

And I guess, my exceptional character will take some time for others to accept.

I'm just too high and enthu around people.

Shall stick to my girlfriends for the time being.

I miss Cedar,

where I can have no restrictions about my character.

where I can jump and pounce on anyone and everyone.

I guess, it's not possible here anymore.

Do not judge me, if you do not know me. fullstop (:

Make friends with me instead.

Mugger syndrome! :D

(Eh no, we're just trying to complete some CT thingy ><) My scandal's french braid! (:
tkgs girls in my class! (:
Ah, my scandal's face is cut off ):
the only socialable guys ><

I'm having a damn bloody headache now,
and my throat still hurts pretty badly.
And I'm not done with the form for house comm.
Life sucks. Kill yourself.

My only consolation of the day,
was meeting wenyi and her beloved family (:
Her brother's shocked expression is a classic.
Hahs.

Off to Home. <3

Labels: -, Daily occurrences

I remember Yanjie once saying,
the reason why best friends are best friends,
is because they go through the same things together.
That's why they have so many common topics.
That's why they have the same feelings.
That's why their lives are inter-connected.

I think that made quite a lot of sense.
Because you went through the same things together,
you'll have common experiences to share.
JC is not a place where you get to hang around the familiar places.
Wenqi said, either you embrace it, or you can moan your way through.
I'm just not used to the way JC operates.
But I'm glad for people who make the effort to stay and talk,
even if it's only for a very short period of time.
Phang Suting! I'm glad I finally talked to you properly today,
though it was a short one (:

School is sucking all the damn energy out of me.
I'm feeling so lethargic, mentally.
I honestly can't be bothered to get myself involved in other things.
Not that I do not care.
But it's just that I do not have excessive energy left to explain myself.
And I know that yall are in good hands.
I'm not going to fight this useless battle and use up everything that's left within me.
I'm sick and tired of this vicious cycle.

Thankfully for me, I've got a fun and interesting class to keep me high (:
Thanks babes and dudes!
Yall simply rock my lectures and tutorials man!
And the few of us (yoyo, simei, cheryl, me, jingying, syikin) had lunch with jianhan!
Hahahas! It was a fun lunch and shopping trip to Giant.
And we realized that Jianhan is such a househusband (:
Then it was back to school for captain's ball!
Great job o8s63! You guys and girls rock man!
Xinhai is so pro I tell you! He doesn't even need to jump to reach for the ball!
Woo! I love watching them play.
And screaming plus shouting for my dearest class!
All the guys are super athletic pls!
The girls are super fast and good too (:
Hahas, I was busy screaming away, of course.

Many people say that the class will go into different ways,
and start forming little cliques here and there after PW starts.
Because PW is the time where all weaknesses and bad habits are revealed.
I don't know what will come in the future for o8s63,
but I hope that all our common experiences together will strengthen the bond among us (:
At least for now,
all the memories I have about o8s63 are wonderful.
Just like what seniors say,
be forgiving towards your peers and you'll be fine (:
Honestly, thank God for all of you!
Our family tree rocks big time man! (:
YAYE!

I love my "Life sucks" group! (:
HAHAHAS! Life sucks.
We go around saying that.
And my tag line is, "Life sucks. Kill yourself."
Wenyi mommy will 配合 me and kill herself (:

Alright off to do my GP stuff.
Then it's off to bed.

Labels: Daily occurrences, friends, o8s63

Just a really short post before I go to bed.
HAPPY BELATED SEVENTEEN SP!
Thank you for being such a lovely SP throughout this year.
All those times that we mugged together will be remembered!
And now that we're in the same school again,
we'll mug together for A levels okay okay!
Yaye, I love you so so much!
JUMPS ON YOU AND GIVE YOU A BEAR HUG!
You're one of the loveliest I can ever find!

P/s: Talking to babe was lovely. Even if it was only a short moment.
Babe, you're terribly missed.

Labels: happy birthday

Cycling today was like.. a series of unfortunate events.
But it turned out quite well (:
As in the people were fun to be with,
and I actually cycled from ECP to Changi then back (:
Wow! That's like a wow thing for Inezlau,
since I rarely exercise.
But my butt hurts big time now,
the seat is super hard and high =.-
But I'm glad I spent time with some of my classmates today (:

While cycling, I was thinking of a number of things.
I realize I'm quite lazy to explain to people to change their opinions of me.
Sometimes I don't even feel like explaining to my close friends.
Maybe because they are your close friends,
so you would expect them to know.
But somehow, disappointments still fall through.
While reading through my notes during quiet time,
I learnt something new all over again.
When you live for more than one audience in your life,
you will not be able to live a powerful and happy life.
I'm glad I found back my One and Only Audience in my life (:
Opinions may hurt,
but it was already said, all man will fail you someday.
So when disappointments sink in,
always remember that your Best Friend will be there for you all the time.

After saying so much,
I'm still quite glad to have friends who don't disappoint me all the time (;
Hahahas! You people are like love la!
my beloved TEN, all my girlfriends, all my cedarians, Iryon-ians, s63-ians.
My life was made wonderful with your participation (:

OH! I forgot to mention something!
I got to know this really cute person called yvonne today (:
HAHAHAS! She's sucha adorable bung.
But I've got a great temptation to mess up her hair.
Oops. =P
And I'm not disgusting pls you stupid person.
Although she won't be reading this, but whatever la.

Okay, I'm off to do my stuffs.
Random: I realise I suck at consoling you.

Labels: o8s63, random

After talking to mommy today,
I realise, gossips really kill.
And I really don't like the gossip culture in VJ.
It's like so no privacy.
Whatever that you do, everyone will know in a short period of time.
The feeling sucks, big time.

I realise, friends in VJ are super important people,
especially my Cedarians friends.
Not that my other friends are not important,
but it's just that Cedarians tend to look out each other.
And we need one another to look out for us.
There are certain things we do, that we feel is alright,
is actually not alright in the eyes of others.
That's where your Cedar friends come in to give some reminders.
But the sad thing about it is,
JC life doesn't allow you sit down and talk properly.
I don't mean the normal chitchat sessions,
I mean the hearttoheart talks.
I thank God for the close friends in VJ, who will take initiative to find time.

Sometimes I don't know how to approach certain topics.
Sometimes I feel as lost as you are.
Sometimes I just feel like throwing my arms in the air and say I give up.
Sometimes I just feel like running away from it all.
But I'm holding on to a thin thread of faith,
just because you're my friend.

Not thinking about it anymore.
Off to bed.
Tomorrow will be cycling with o8s63 (:
Love.

Labels: friends

I got better results that what I hoped for.
You're faithful.
It has got to be You. (:

Thank yous to many people who msged me today!
Thank you to the SG Forum people who wished me luck ytd and today!
Thank you to my beloved seniors who remembered!
Thank you to my OG mates & OGLs who sent their well wishes!
Thank you to my peers for going through this together with me!

To those who did as they've expected,
GREAT JOB and WELL DONE!
All our hard work paid off (: Great great great!
To those who did not get the expected results,
you know you did your best and you've nothing to regret.
So yeah, and no matter what, everything will be in God's plans (:

NEW YEAR SHOPPING WITH MOMMY AND XINRUI TMR (:
LOVE!
off to bed!

P/s: Gossips spread like wildfire in veejay. I hate it.

Labels: LOVE.

School has been so tiring that I can flop on my floor and sleep.
My legs are aching, my head's hurting.
Aye, sucks la.
But there are always people in school who make me happy! (:
My beloved o8s63! Yaye!
I love cheering people on when they're jogging.
Great job girls! (:
My beloved Cedarians! :D
It's always fun to spot people and grab them for a small chitchat.
Today talked to Lydia and Wenyi for some time.
My beloved eyecandy!
Hahahas, PE was super fun today. Hiak.. (:

Okay, I need sleep, desperately.

Labels: VICTORIA

I hate getting involved into others' relationships.
I hate getting stuck in between two parties.
I hate the feeling of getting torn by two sides.
Just don't drag me into this crap.
The feeling sucks. Big time.
And this is the fucking third time.

Labels: -

My crazy and funkaye class!
o8s63!

This photo was taken during our GP lesson.
Hahas super funny (:
I love my class like major alot pls.
They are sucha fun bunch la.
We have fun together, laugh together, dont do work together.
Heh (:
And I realise our class is super drama!
All the cheap thrills that we get out of scandals.
HAHAHAS!

Oh and I love talking to my classmates!
Esp those from girls school!
Our frequencies are basically the same la pls!
Oh, and Jomel, if you're reading this,
I concluded that you're too girl to be in a mixed school!
You so belong to a girls school (:
Jingying, Sushuen, Simin, Inez! WOOHOO!
We totally rocked our convo at MOS today.
Sorry Shrish :P

reply tags;
YH: yes, we're considered mugger in vj lor!
But my class is like ohso super slack (:
Yaye, loving my class man!
charlotte: very hard to find meh!
I think is your eye really got problem lor!
Cornea ulcer prevented you from seeing my tagboard!
I miss Iryon ):
Jomel: Hello girlf.! Okay la, not emo-ing alr (:
Harng-Yi: You looked tired during the bbq what.
Jingying: Ya la ya la, I love you alot man, scandal#2!
Now got your picture alr la (:
Audrey: What scandal lor! Don't have scandal!
You rubbishy person! Tsk you!
Manyu: gf, we run back together okay. love.
SHHHH: I understand, I do. It sucks here. I want to whine to you.
I've got so much to say ):

Don't try getting into my hatelist.
Because you'll end up on many others too.
I'm influential. (:
Tested, and proven.

Labels: o8s63, tags

hello gay boy number #1!
on the bus, when there was only me on the upper deck.
some time for me myself and i.
self love is always required (:
Gay boy #2! (:

Labels: inezlau, One and only IRYON

No doubt it's a tiring day,
I still love my beloved class, and iryon (:
I honestly have ALOT of gay guys in my class,
whom I totally treat as girls.
I'll upload photos soon and you'll get what I mean (:
Hahahas!
Yi'en, be prepared to show your face on my blog man!

Oh, and I love iryon cos they are so cooperative.
Hahas, but I hope they will remember though.
Shall not reveal much just in case.. Yeah..
Hahahs. (:
Alright off to bed now.
I love taekwondo, I love o8s63, I love Iryon, I love LYNX!
I just realised, both igor and Lynx are in green!
BEAMS-
Hiak! (:
NOW WE REALLY SCRATCH YOU ARH! :D

you look alike and you behave the same.

Labels: LYNX, o8s63, One and only IRYON, VICTORIA

I'm so irritated that I can kick up a big fuss now.
But I'm gonna control my temper.
Calm down inezlau.
Okay, off to bed to cool off.
Goodnights.
The purpose of this blogpost is just to let off some steam.
So yes, please ignore this.
Thanks.

Labels: -

The oh-so-pretty PINK daisy I bought for her (:
Aye, notice the height difference?
The lollipop that I love alot (:

Labels: o8s63, school

I'm over my eyecandy.
Because I realise others play a more important role in my life.
Someone asked me today,
Would you want your eyecandy or your subog to be in your class?
I replied,
My subog (:
For just a very simple reason,
I love them alot ♥

Oh, and did I mention?
My SG forum girls make me feel so warmth from within.
(: They are the loveliest fangirls you can find on earth!


I'm tired. Give me a break.
Let me run into Your arms.
Where there's only me and You.
This world is too complex for a simple mind like mine.
People change, at an alarming rate.
Goodnights.

Love,
inezSILLIESTlau

Labels: -

Rawr, I don't feel good again.
My throat is irritating and I feel like puking all over again ):
But today was a generally fun day!
I went out to meet my beloved friends from SG forum!
Yaye! We first went collect our stuff at coolzone,
after which we went to eat our lunch,
then we walked to HMV to find cds.
And then we proceeded on to KINO to search for magazines.
Supposed to go look for scrapbook.
But then they ran out of stock or something.
So we went on separate ways.
Walked back to Kino to read some of the books there.
It's quite fun to spend time alone sometimes (:

Then I walked over to Cuppage Plaza to find Liyin!
I'm such a nice freshmen I tell you!
I actually waited for her church meeting to end,
then went over to find her!
Said hello to some of the Victorians there,
although it was extremely weird la.. Hahas (:
And I got to know Liyin's brother, and her dog (random)
Her dog's named Ashley!
It's super cute, and superstar-ish!
I love it when she simply lazes around.
Oh, and Liyin's brother totally doesn't look like her okay!

Umm, then we walked to the mrt.
Alright, she sent me there.. =P
I just refuse to admit that she was nice, cos she's forever bullying me.
And I realise her senior class is so slack,
but yet so smart. Gosh, Victorians are scary..
Aye.
I think at this rate that I'm going,
I'm like gonna see Liyin everyday other than sunday. =X
That would be kinda freaky..
Hmmms..

I miss my friends in Cedar.
We've all been too busy with JC life that we rarely see one another.
I miss gf #1.
I miss jumping and screaming around in Cedar.
I miss being able to do silly things without being stared at.
Cedar's my comfort zone.
And I miss it alot.
My heart has been preoccupied with missing people recently.
From my Eyecandy, to Iryon, to Cedar.
I miss those times when it was just blue yellow and grey.
<3

Labels: Cedar, Daily occurrences

Today's blog post, will be solely dedicated for my beloved IRYON.
Just like my nick,
If I could turn back time, I'd return to the first day I met Iryon.
They are such a bunch of lovely people.
They bring smiles to my face,
bring warmth into the cold days.


I miss watching Audrey dance and laughing at her.
She can do the wave thing so well.
And her famous popping thing and all her dongbang dances.
I want to watch her dance and laugh all over again.

I miss screaming with Rachel.
Girls school girls are FOREVER screaming.
Okay, maybe only when we're high (:
I love screaming the after cheer with her!
I want to scream cheers and shout loud loud all over again.

I miss helping Charlotte decide if she should go for dance auds.
She's sucha small girl that I always stand near her to boost my ego!
And I love carrying her on my back in the sea. (:
I want to decide for you all over again.

I miss wondering where did Sharon disappear to.
And all those moments that we talked about random stuff.
I want to talk randomly to you all over again.

I miss whining to Celeste when she needs to disappear for training.
And all the lousy friendship dances that we do tgt!
But we always seem to end on a happy note!
I want to whine and dance with you all over again.

I miss taking bus home with Darren,
and talking rubbish about our schools on the bus.
I want to take those bus rides all over again.

I miss laughing at Fauzan for nothing at all,
and look at his shocked expression when he realise he din go for DSA talk.
I want to stare and laugh at you all over again!

I miss wondering why is Kelvin so quiet in the OG,
and why is he always MIA-ing.
I want to wonder all over again.

I miss squabbling with Edmund over stupid things,
such as the lookalike issue!
And "bullying" him (:
I miss wondering why are you always on MIA,
and end up realising that you disappeared to NUS!
I want to squabble with you all over again.

I miss lame-ing around with Liyin!
And sharing lame jokes that often occur quite impromptu!
"Why must be impromptu, why cannot be impromptone?"
Look at what you've done to me!
I want to lame together with you all over again.

I miss gossiping with Veron on the bus to Parkway.
And all the bung spazz thing,
and our attempt to ask the guys about their views about bungs!
I want to gossip with you all over again.

I miss staring at Yanjie and wonder why does he look so fierce,
and then realising that he's sucha responsible and nice ogl (:
I want to wonder why you're fierce all over again.

The above are the people in Iryon whom I love so dearly.
The rest.. don't really talk to them.
So yeah.
If I could turn time back, I would give up almost everything to do this again,
with you guys AND girls (:
Although we still see each other in school,
but we don't spend as much time with each other as we did last time.
Orientation 08 was a major blast becos of you people (:
No matter what happens after JAE, you people hold a special place!
A very special one! My first few friends in VJ.


Wow, quite a long post.
I love my subog really alot. And I want us to be in the same class!
Celeste feels the same way too.
Spotting people from my subog has became a habit for me!
My head will be like forever up there, searching for familiar faces.
Today, I crashed into Sharon's class.
I saw Audrey in the morning.
I saw Fauzan thrice.
I passed by Kelvin twice.
I took the same bus to Parkway with Charlotte.
I see Celeste every morning.
I chatted with Rachel while buying food.
I waved to Darren for quite a few times.
I keep seeing Yanjie around, especially during PE.
I saw Veron while she was buying food.
I spotted Edmund twice today, once in morning, once after school.
Liyin, I saw COUNTLESS of times.
(: I saw everyone today!

Alrights, the bed is calling me.
And I'm having weird red spots on my arms
My mommy says it might be allergy ):
I need to sleep early to go to the doctor tomorrow morning.
Goodnights everyone.


P/s: Eyecandy makes me high (:


P/P/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERALYN LIM! (:

Labels: One and only IRYON

It's only the second day that school actually started.
And I'm sick alr. Can you believe it?
My throat hurts now ): I need my Eyecandy!
Lectures are so boring I tell you, but I can't sleep.
Cos the tables suck! They'll move in front and BOOM down if you sleep.
So I don't get to sleep in lessons (it's actually a good thing la)

Oh, today I scored a full house!
I was playing this game with hwee.
To see if I can find all my OGLs in a day.
Tomorrow I'm challenging to look out for my whole subOG!
Hahahas (: It's a boliao game to keep me awake.
I keep seeing Li yin around and Veron!
And Li yin insists that's it's her bad luck! ):
RAWR! It's my bad luck lor, she influenced me to be lame!
And she was flaunting her timetable to me.
Irritating pighead! ):

Right, I'm doing econs and maths now.
And I realise I return all maths knowledge to Mr Tay.
Ooops, heehee.
But it's okay, shall go school and ask around tmr.
Oh, I'm in taekwondo for now (:
It's fun! But super tiring. I like the coach though!
Nice man! (:

I MISS MY IRYON! ):
Audrey I see you! (: I miss you people too! HUGS-
We all want to be in the same class!
Cos we are all fun people! All high people!
I miss the girls like alot alot alot!
The guys not as much la, cos not as close! HAHAS!
Girls mah! (:
I want to go back to orientation.
I LOVE IRYON

P/s: Eyecandy is missed.

Labels: school

This is the second time I posted today.
I realised that KI students are freaking deep thinkers.
The essay that they were supposed to write on was:
If this man has this bike, and he maintained it for fifteen years.
However, he changed all the parts of the bike when he repaired it.
So is this "new" bike the same original bike that he had 15 years ago?
And if he takes out all the old and broken parts,
and form a new bike,
is this new old bike still his old bike?
EH! This is so freaking chim la.
This is not even the main question.
The main question is like apply this concept and show real life examples.
Okay, I thought of the real life part.
Actually KI is interesting but freaking deep thinking.

Oh, and I decided to join House Comm.
Lynx captain is like in my senior class la. Funny guy.

Back to the KI topic.
Now that my character has changed so much,
am I still the same baby that was born 17years ago?
This question has been lingering for quite long.
Ever since Darren brought it up.
This question has answers on both sides.
But all I know is, I thank God for being in my life these recent years.
No matter was it the people that You placed into my life,
or was it the events that You planned,
it was all good for I know I'm safe in Your arms.
Thank You (:
And thank God for His company throughout the whole orientation.
I learnt to exceed my comfort zone (:
For the first time today, in the beach volleyball game,
I realised that big balls aren't that scary afterall!
HAHAHAS (:

Okay, should sleep soon.
after mfbbt (:
P/s: Eyecandy, you're irritatingly cute <3

i finally found time to blog (:
yaye! it's a new year now, and orientation ended today.
with the sea carnival.
it was five days of pure fun!
three days of main orientation,
one day of mass dance at suntec,
and one day of sea carnival!
OHGOSH! FUN FUN FUN (:

I'm quite pleased with my subOG!
the girls basically came in pairs.
like st nicks, cedar and the IP students!
charlotte, rachel, audrey, sharon, celeste, inez!
YAYE! love the noisy girls.
we basically scream and shout everywhere we go.
the guys were funny too.
kelvin, cedric, darren, shawn, fauzan.
they are damn hilarious i tell you.
and how can we forget OGLs! (:
vain veronica, lame li yin (she's rly lame!)
yanjie, evil edmund (he's rly evil and is totally against me!)

Maybe some din enjoy the orientation,
but I'm sure I did.
no matter was it the mass dances,
or was it the cheering,
or was it the games part,
i enjoyed it all!
and sea carnival today was a BLAST!
i love IRYON so much okay!
we totally blasted everyone off and won basically everything!
WOOHOO!
and IGOR was the winning champion!
GO IGOR! (:

Maybe like what some people said,
we might drift, and become pure aquaintances,
BUT I'm glad to have this part of my memory reserved for you people!

Sssss.. it's hot in here!
I say must be the Igorians in the atmosphere
I say Sssss.. it's hot in here!
I say must be the Igorians in the
atmosphere!
I say Ssss.. hot hot hot hot!
Ssss.. hot hot hot hot!
Ssss.. hot..... *faints

WOOHOO! I love this cheer!
and the fever cheer! YAYE!
Iryon's fave two cheers, plus the igor one la (:

Okay, done with ranting about my life (:
Although I dont know what cca to join, but it's okay!
I'll choose when the time comes.
HAHAS!
OOOHS! my eyecandy is ohso candylicious!
i changed my eyecandy so dont think it's - anymore (:
heehee!

Labels: VICTORIA