Silence.
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

there are just some friends who you will never want to let go.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

I don't know what's wrong with me but I have recently taken a liking for this font (: It just looks so chio. I know I weird. Shut up. I am all jumpy and irritatable recently, even though promos are already over and it is supposed to be a happy thing cos it just means that I do not need to lock myself in the room and attempt to squeeze all that info into my brain. 

Oh wells, I think it is just my random mood swings again. I hate mood swings. I swear. It always never fail to make me feel very rawr about life. I haven't been feeling really exceptionally happy these few days. Maybe it is the things that occurred randomly that totally threw me off the track.

It's about time to meet all my happy pills now and that ought to make me smile! (: My biggest happy pill isn't online yet ): I bet he is still sleeping. Oink.
I will be meeting another happy pill on monday after her paper (: Shopping it shall be! 

Okay I shall go immerse myself in my loner world. Goodbye world.


I just suddenly realized, what would it be like if you were still here in Singapore. Maybe now, we would be out enjoying ourselves at the Esplande rooftop looking at the stars and all. It's okay, I can't be that far away from you if we're looking at the same side of the moon. 

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Just as the whole world is silently asleep, there's a party that's going on this side of the world. A mahjong party is held at Jomel's house today. I am totally amazed at their skills to keep awake until now. I fell asleep just now and slept for like close to four hours. Physics paper was too draining that I totally couldn't take it anymore.


Promos is finally over. But the sense of happiness doesn't see to be increasing in intensity. I am suddenly missing my boyfriend, alot. I don't know why.



So, boyfriend, if you are reading this, I miss you.

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Saturday, September 20, 2008

I swear studying is driving me nuts. My aunt honestly thought that I was talking to myself. 'cause I was appeared to be facing at some empty space in the room, muttering something to that "empty space". She thought I was too stressed and had gone mad.

But the fact is, I was just talking to my cousin who was hiding in the corner! =/ Maybe the vibes that I'm sending out recently signaled to them that I might be too stressed.

Ah, adults and their own wishful thinking. I wish I was half as stressed as they thought I was. Ha.


Hmmm oh wells I should start hitting the books for real and stop taking so many breaks in between. I just seem to get distracted ever so easily. ): I lead a sad life.

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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

A mail, lost in this big city.
Words that were meant for the ears of your beloved, fell silent in this big city.

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Monday, September 15, 2008

I do not know what's wrong with blogger nowadays.
The font seems so big ): unhappy.


How 'bout a round of applause
Yeah...
Standing ovation
Oohhhh... yeah
Yeah, yeah yeah yeah...

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
And baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone(get gone)
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on(come on)
Talkin' about, girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on

[Chorus]

And don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show...
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

Ohh...

And the award for, the best lie goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
Let's hear your speech ohh

How about a round of applause
Standing ovation

[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow...

But it's over now


"Take a Bow" has made it to the top of my playlist now due to a really cute incident of misinterpreting the song by my lovely beloved. And his attempt to make me smile is just so sweet that I shall not narrate about his malu-ating experience (:

As you can tell, I am like on hiatus mode, so the previous two posts are obviously not from me (: They were attempts by lovely to keep my blog alive and of course, surprise me at all the amazing moments. Sometimes, I wonder if all these are too good to be true. Though we quarrel over the smallest things on Earth, but I am sure no couple will get back to normal state as fast as we do =D It was as if we didn't even quarrel in the beginning.

That's what I love about us.
Baby, I miss you so much. And you know I will never put on a show when I'm with you =D

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Sunday, September 14, 2008

HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL!! (since the moon is yellow, so i gonna use yellow (((: )

baby, even though we are thousand miles apart,
we are still together as one. so sorry that i cannot spent our first MAF together. 
but still we are looking at the same moon, same full moon. 
I LOVE YOU!

Friday, September 12, 2008

HAPPY FIVE!

hehe. surprised? i dont think so HAHA
i do want to wish you la but of cos not until the last moment (((:

DONT BE UPSET OKAY! HAHAHA

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU!

HAPPY HAPPY FANTASTIC FIVE!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

SEMI HIATUS

I hope. ><

Monday, September 08, 2008

It has been raining every night over at my side of the world.
I wonder, what's on your side of the world?

We are separated with huge distances between us. (I am just feeling all emo-ish all of a sudden =/)

Sunday, September 07, 2008

My boyfriend was jealous over the fact that I dedicated a blog entry to my friends and not to him. So I am going to express my love for my silly boyfriend here!

I LOVE YOU SILLY =D

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These are some of the people who really made my four years in Cedar exceptionally special. I don't know why but this wave of nostalgia just hit me while I was studying a while ago. It is so weird that, I am studying without them.

Celeste Yeo, when the studying gets too tough to bear, we would spam each other with bible verses to encourage each other to go on (: We would go to the swing near her house in the middle of the night and talk through the night about our problems and all. Those times, seem far and unattainable with our tight schedule now.

The ten, each I have had a unique experience with. It is amazing how on normal days our lives just doesn't seem to intersect at all, but when we have a year end chalet, we would just be so caught up in reminiscing the past that we would practically forget all the differences that are among us. That unique feeling, seem so long ago now.

Tiffany, I used to go out on study dates with her at our favorite hideout, the PP Macs. That place has virtually become our second home, where we spend most time at after band practices and all. And of course not forgetting the prata dates that we would have with Lydia and Jeralyn. Now, everything just seems to be so far away. A hidden memory.

Life has been great in JC, with all the new found friends and all. But there will always be this part of me that yearns to go back to the past, where my closest friends are all around me. 


And shoutout to Mujia: You better take care of yourself and not be so accident-prone before I lock you at home! I am serious! I am your mother remember! RAWR!

I am sure, this feeling will never fade. To my friends out there, I miss you.

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Saturday, September 06, 2008

It is my dream to have a beach wedding (:




This gown is totally awesome I tell you .


After attending my neighbour's wedding dinner, it suddenly occured to me how much effort is needed to maintain a relationship all the way up till marriage and then after. But for the sake of the term 'forever' all the hard work seems to be nothing in comparison (: The blissful look on the couple face on their big day is just, priceless. Even if the marriage leads to an unhappy ending, all I can tell you is that, the experience that you get will still be one of a lifetime, and no one will be able to steal away that euphoric feeling that you experience on that day.


Marriage, is something many people see as the tomb of love. Many people lack faith to step into marriage just because of the fear of the unknown. As much as we always complain that we are afraid of this and that, by the time when you truly experience marriage, experience going through the childhood of your child together with him/her, all those complaints seem minute and hilarious. So, to those who are not intending to get married, you all are missing out on all the fun man (: 

To be able to marry the person you love, is the happiest thing on earth, no matter what the ending is (: really.

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Wednesday, September 03, 2008

I am sick of studying. Let's book a flight that flies me straight to USA.