My life now totally doesn't have time for blogging man. Everyday, I come home feeling so drained and tired. And in one week, 3 days are already taken up by lessons. Korean lessons and dance lessons. Though I am really damn tired every single day, I enjoy it like crazy. Feels like my time this holiday is fully maximised. I like this feeling :) Need to click the "like" button on Facebook. HAHAHAHAS.

And when I am home, I will be fangirl-ing like crazy. So as usual, there will be no time to blog. And on those days when I have no lessons, I will be meeting up with friends to catch up on their lives and all. Wow, now I finally understand the pain of being an adult. You really, have no time for your friends. Or at least, you won't be able to meet up with every single one of your cherished friends. For friends whom I haven't been meeting up with, I AM SO SORRY! MIN AN HA MIN DA! :(

But at the very least, this weekend, I met my lovelys! :D At least some of them!! On Saturday, IT WAS WENYI'S BIRTHDAYYYY! :D Yaye yaye! She's 19 now (oldoldold) HAHAHAS.

Oh yes, I can't wait for March to come! My month of fangirl-ing.

OKAY relatives are here to visit! TATA :)

A more comfortable sight for Yanhui I hope :D


Life's been still the same these few weeks. March's gonna be a blast (in both good and bad way) for me. First week, results. Second week, SHINee. Third week, Super Junior. Wah, my heart cannot take the ups and down rides.

Made quite a few new friends these few weeks. Became amazingly close with some of them, or maybe few of them. Found joy in talking to old friends once again. It's like, when you are really close to someone, it really doesn't matter how long you haven't been talking to her? Talked to Yanhui several nights ago. It's amazing how we can find endless topics to talk about all the way till 4am and end up pretty much very dead the next day. But it's a feeling that I cherish a lot. It makes me feel that, I haven't lost this friend. You understand what I mean?


As compared to some people my age, I admit, I am still quite a crazy and immature being? I mean, I don't like to be all deep in thoughts all the time. I don't like to be the mature one all the time? It's like only in about one year's time that I am going to hit the big 2. I don't want to mature so fast. Because I don't want people to expect so much from me. You know?


I hate it that we are forced to grow up in this fast paced environment. I hate it that there are always some expectations to meet.

I was saying to some, the reason why am I so high all the time in front of others, is solely due to the fact that I don't like awkward situations. I don't like people to feel that they are not enjoying themselves when they are with me. That's why I am perpetually high. Low self-esteem much? I just wished that someone who understood me perfectly would just come by. So that I don't need to explain so much to them. Without me saying, they'll know how I feel, what I think deep inside.


I am going back to the days where I start to put on a false front.




I miss my girls a lot.




I don't think I am going to talk about my fangirl moments here since they are already up on Facebook. Go to my Facebook notes if you are ever interested read about my fan accounts and how crazy I was. I am like still dead tired. I think this whole week I will feel like dying every single day. I freaking have work till 10pm tomorrow and I think I have a full day at work on Saturday. Oh gosh, just kill me already :(

Recently my mood hasn't been really good. Except for all the fangirl moments also. I am starting to detest you a lot. Like honestly. Nevermind. Some will know. The others, nevermind.

Okay, till I upload SHINee's pictures then :D