some stupid lame piece of shit made me laugh non stop over the phone.
=/ super guniang la.
hiaks. my throat rly hurts.
someone pls make me feel better.
RAHH.
those who were supposed to care, din care.
those whom i thought wont care, showed their concern.
nothing more to say.

my life is screwed enough.
without you trying to meddle in everything i do.
commenting on every single thing.
can you just shut your damn mouth for one min.
damn you.
i've got low tolerence level for noise.
i consider your naggings as noise.
so shut up you fucking asshole.
ERG.

i feel like puking.
i think i ate too much bacon.
and my throat is killing me.
RAHH. sick again.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR EVERYONE.
went out at ard 10pm today to clarke quay.
and chinatown to walk ard.
then sent tanwenqi home.
but apparently, she got to walk me out.
cause i'm a road idiot. >.<
cant help it right.
was sitting at the playgrd after that.
stoning away. and laughing.
and i bumped my head !!
-frowns. ):
let's see.
xmas spent with tanwenqi.
new yr spent with tanwenqi.
chinese new yr spent with tanwenqi.
will i ever get to shake this person off my back?
i doubt so. not that i want to. xD
hahs. nights everyone. craving for the bed.

chinese new year is like just another hols la.
just staying at home.
can that stupid SICK person hurry go home.
instead of shopping for last min new yr clothes.
tsk. DONT faint again.
stayed home to pack stuffs.
but here i am in front of the comp.
i want to run away to pluto.
so far, mars, saturn and pluto have been taken up.
mars : ppl that darling dont like can be found there.
saturn : ppl that i dont like can be found there.
pluto : my home. with that super cute dog i saw that day.
xD

rly rly worn out.
after todays outing.
it was rather fun though.
laughter everywhere la.
and saw super ALOT of ppl can.
and many ppl commenting on my skirt.
let's see.
it's called the balloon skirt.
it's also called the umbrella skirt.
>.< hahahs. lame ppl making me laugh.
what's with all the cedarians going to marina?
i dont know too.
hahs. memoirs of geisha was not bad.
but the last half an hour, i almost fell aslp la.
the beginning and middle very nice.
xD satisfied.
but i still want to watch 'i am not stupid too'.
anyone date me out pls.?
i'll be very very happy if someone did that.
xD okays. i need the bed.
nights ppl.

worn out.
active tear glands today.
sorry.

dont ask me why am i feeling low these few days.
i dont know the answer myself.
can someone kick me to pluto pls?
away from this world.
isolated from the world.

feeling very drained out now.
this whole week has been rather hectic.
i'm talking about the amount of darn homework.
it's just like our class got super loads la.
hiaks. and i cant absorb in class la. ):
hope things will turn out to be better next week.
but i dont think so.
with the amaths, emaths and physics test.
-shrugs.

cuckoofied day today.
x)
i think today we were filled with laughing gas la.
laughing non stop all the way.
hahahas. fun time laughing though.
and joeychan is one mad woman.
who asks me to say byebye to her beloved calculator.
proven insanity. (:
alrights. that's all for now.

does the sense of lonliness come so suddenly?
it just overwhelmed me.
tears just cant stop falling. i rly dont know why.
anyway, thank you darling.
for trying all means and ways to make me smile.
iloveyou loads.
now you've one more role.
that's my basket. (:
now, you're like my darling, arfarf, chaoahbeng, energizer, basket.
many many roles.
BUT you CANT multi task.
that's all. still feeling low.
but better alrdy.

some people just have the capability to gross me out.
oh wells.
-flipseyes.
i love my quote.
no one is worth your tears,
the one worth it wont make you cry.
xD
just updating for the sake of updating.
anyway. SOMEONE violated me today.
TSK.

more and more homework.
less and less time spent on myself.
good or bad?
judge for yourself.

i seriously hate feeling low.
will the feeling just go away?
just get out of my life.
but. if you never felt low in your life.
would you know how does high feels like?
-shrugs. i doubt so.
i'm spouting rubbish.
ignore me.

let the rain fall.
and hide things i dont want you to see.
i was high.
but now no longer.
hide away my tears pls.

totally worn out today la.
had induction ceremony in the morning.
met dia at pp macs for breakfast before going to school.
changed in the macs toilet.
hogging the toilet la.
x) hahahs. induction was alright i guess.
just that i fell aslp. whoops. >.<
sorry la. was rly tired.
din get much of a rest these few days.
because of my rly rly silly reason.
which quite many ppl know.
hahahas. ohwells.


then chiong-ed back home after that.
went back to bathe and change.
before heading off to bugis !! shopping time !
woots. bought super lots of things la.
and is like 110 bucks is gone.
whoosh. bought stuffs for others toos.
and birthday presents for yongen, peiting and sheeping.
SOMEONE pls be HONOURED. i spent 20 bucks on you.
and ppl are jealous. hahahas.
tsktsk.
bought 2 skirts, 2 tops, 1 belt for myself.
satisfied today LAH.


concluding from today's exprience,
lydia liao is flickle. she cant decide.
she only spent 12 bucks plus la.
on the other hand, tiffany wong is easily tempted.
her 90 bucks is gone with the wind too.


fun time spent together.
discussing about what clothes to get.
x) just that i seriously want a boyfriend maid.
to help me carry my stuffs.
HEAVY EH. ):
EH WAIT !! where's my BENG ?! tsk.
how come never help me carry?! lousy beng.
hahahs. and lydia wants a bf for valentines' day.
-laughs.
okays. time to get some rest.
will update later if i manage to wake up.

someone pls save me frm my craze.
i'm going crazy over he jun xiang.
x) one last look before i go to bed.
can channel u hurry show e mo zai shen bian?
then ppl would know who i'm talking about.
-squeals. (:

school was rather alright i guess.
just that i've rashes on my face la.
): -frowns.
irritating eh. dont know why also.
erg. ohwells. but had fun in class.
anyways, i seriously think my amaths tcher cant teach.
it's the new one by the way.
aiya. the old one also cannot teach la.
so basically. i'm gonna flunk amaths.
-claps.
we havent even started on a single lesson of emaths la.
grace choo not here today.
i seriously think that peiying is a lil mentally unstable.
with her trying to cut away my fringe.
hahahas. ohwells. x)
okays. i shall go slp and rest now.
before my chao ah beng come and scold me.
x) hahahs. my chao ah beng is SUPER beng.
but too bad, i aint lian enough. x)

erg.

thanks college bf. x)
i'm a phone call away toos.
never too far for you.
(: i miss my college bf LAH.
with you waiting outside the lab for me.
-frowns. but still.
you're still near me during chi lesson.
i want more yan chang hui pls.
hahahas. han ailing is hilarious.
ohwells. nothing much to say.
leg's hurting too badly.

inezlau is feeling lost.
feeling hopeless.
falling behind from everything.
i dont know why.
dont ask me why.
cause i wont be able to answer you.
dont lie to me by saying you'll be here.
oh crap. you know it. i know it.
you'll never be able to always be here.
so dont even think about lying to me.
dont bother about me alrights.
i'm just ranting away.
i just want to leave this world.
Daddy, will You just take me away with You?
i rly have nothing that i dont bear to leave behind.
friends?
are yall even there? i dont think so.
pls think thru before you answer my question.
erg. just leave me alone. to disappear.

din go school today.
was rly rly sick when i woke up this morning.
anyway. thanks to those who smsed me.
and to some slacker who smsed me during class time.
PLEASE WAKE UP AND LISTEN IN CLASS LAH.
tsk. lousy person la.
everyone ard me seems to be falling sick.
from my family to no. 1 fan to manyu.
i actually missed school.
i think i haven recover from my fever yet.
spouting rubbish. x)
ohwells. shall go rest for now.

erg. i'm sick again.
rubbish la. i din even eat fried food today !!
ERG.
i guess school is starting to get alright.
of course there're some exceptions.
ohwells. found my new eyecandy. x)
hahahs.
inezlau is the physics rep. lalalas.
who's the physics tcher? find out yourself. =/

first day of school.
i din like it.
i dont think i'm gonna like it anyway.
but adeline and eunice are rather funny ppl.
x) i always run to them after EVERY lesson.
see how poor thing i am.
alrights. still relatively low.
so. aint gonna blog anymore.
JOEY CHAN. i'll send you home someday LAH. =/

relatively low.
tell me why will you?

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !!
alrights. now i'm at darling's house.
x) hahahas. she has a cute daddy.
and they're watching soccer now.
so for now i'm isolated in her room.
using her comp. x)
okays. today church was fun.
i love the song 'through it all' kay.
i love i love.
i'll sing to you lord.
a hymn of love.
for Your faithfulness to me.
i'm carried in everlasting arms.
You'll never let me go.
through it all. x)
sermon was rather good toos.
x) lalalas. i want to go church now la.
woots.
kays. i forgot what i wanted to post.
so forget it.
BYES. that's all for NOW. x)