Just let this circle of interdependence continue till the end of time. ♥

It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me


Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

To my precious girls (if you are close to me, you'll know that I am talking about you), thank you for loving me :) Even when I am annoying, even when I am such a hopeless fangirl, even when I start to go missing in action cos of work and classes, even when I complain like a bitch, even when I am blabbering Korean that you don't understand, you girls never left my side. I love you babes a lot.

My life now totally doesn't have time for blogging man. Everyday, I come home feeling so drained and tired. And in one week, 3 days are already taken up by lessons. Korean lessons and dance lessons. Though I am really damn tired every single day, I enjoy it like crazy. Feels like my time this holiday is fully maximised. I like this feeling :) Need to click the "like" button on Facebook. HAHAHAHAS.

And when I am home, I will be fangirl-ing like crazy. So as usual, there will be no time to blog. And on those days when I have no lessons, I will be meeting up with friends to catch up on their lives and all. Wow, now I finally understand the pain of being an adult. You really, have no time for your friends. Or at least, you won't be able to meet up with every single one of your cherished friends. For friends whom I haven't been meeting up with, I AM SO SORRY! MIN AN HA MIN DA! :(

But at the very least, this weekend, I met my lovelys! :D At least some of them!! On Saturday, IT WAS WENYI'S BIRTHDAYYYY! :D Yaye yaye! She's 19 now (oldoldold) HAHAHAS.

Oh yes, I can't wait for March to come! My month of fangirl-ing.

OKAY relatives are here to visit! TATA :)

Partially moved. But I think I am still going to retain this space. It, contains a huge part of me.












A more comfortable sight for Yanhui I hope :D


Life's been still the same these few weeks. March's gonna be a blast (in both good and bad way) for me. First week, results. Second week, SHINee. Third week, Super Junior. Wah, my heart cannot take the ups and down rides.

Made quite a few new friends these few weeks. Became amazingly close with some of them, or maybe few of them. Found joy in talking to old friends once again. It's like, when you are really close to someone, it really doesn't matter how long you haven't been talking to her? Talked to Yanhui several nights ago. It's amazing how we can find endless topics to talk about all the way till 4am and end up pretty much very dead the next day. But it's a feeling that I cherish a lot. It makes me feel that, I haven't lost this friend. You understand what I mean?


As compared to some people my age, I admit, I am still quite a crazy and immature being? I mean, I don't like to be all deep in thoughts all the time. I don't like to be the mature one all the time? It's like only in about one year's time that I am going to hit the big 2. I don't want to mature so fast. Because I don't want people to expect so much from me. You know?


I hate it that we are forced to grow up in this fast paced environment. I hate it that there are always some expectations to meet.

I was saying to some, the reason why am I so high all the time in front of others, is solely due to the fact that I don't like awkward situations. I don't like people to feel that they are not enjoying themselves when they are with me. That's why I am perpetually high. Low self-esteem much? I just wished that someone who understood me perfectly would just come by. So that I don't need to explain so much to them. Without me saying, they'll know how I feel, what I think deep inside.


I am going back to the days where I start to put on a false front.




I miss my girls a lot.